Have you recommended a novel where the male and female leads are both web novelists, and the male lead is the female lead's idol?

The male protagonist felt that she was the one who caused his mother's death. He was originally a top student, but later became autistic. He locked himself in his room and wrote novels. His monthly income was quite high. His online username was English letters, and he wrote fantasy novels. He had a younger brother who was the most handsome guy in the female protagonist's school. He didn't get along with his brother. Their father was a doctor who had once saved the female protagonist's parents and had a good relationship with them. The female protagonist's family was rich. The female lead wrote a novel online, and the male lead was her idol. The female lead once wrote a long review, and the male lead replied. The female lead was very surprised. Later, the female lead went to the doctor's house and met the male lead. When the male lead saw her, he immediately closed the door and thought to himself,"How beautiful." Then, after a series of events, the male lead fell in love with the female lead. When the female lead found out that the male lead was pregnant, she was very surprised. She remembered that there was a time when the male host ran out of money for his internet. He went out to pay and seemed to have fainted. Later, the male protagonist moved from his home to the female protagonist's house. There was a press conference where the male protagonist went to a public place for the first time. The male protagonist had a good friend who seemed to be urging the male protagonist to be more cultured. At first, the male protagonist couldn't run with the female protagonist, but when he saw his friend run faster than a rabbit, he was shocked. He couldn't remember anything else. He didn't remember a single person's name. The male lead's surname seemed to be Xu.