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THE LAST HEIRESS OF OBLONSKY, BEATRIX

The sound of guns... The darkness... The smoke... Then, oblivion. Everyday, I am haunted by my nightmares. Everytime the thunder roll and lightning strikes, I shivered. Looking outside my window, I am writing my daily journal and poetry today... To release all the pains and tensions from my past. And I wrote.. December 18, 1980 Myshkin, Russia My beloved, Have you ever ask yourself... What's your life purpose? If.. Are you doing the right thing? Are you on the verge of confusion, loneliness, unhappiness and being stagnant? Day dreaming into your own world? Too much questions filled in your heart and mind. Too much of everything that you don't want. Too much! To clear out my confusion and to have more clarity about myself, I dig deeper inside me. Reminiscing my childhood moments and cherish them. Facing the darkest and painful moments of my memories. Those memories of repeating horror, memories of loss, memories of death. Yes, I did face it all. I cried hard. After decades of those patterned memories... This is the first time that I realized.. How I treated myself so badly. And I really wanted to give back to myself. By appreciating my past. Appreciate yourself more... Love yourself more... And you will discover more... I have discovered each words, all feelings, expression, harmony just fits well to take steps in writing this poem for my past. ***A LETTER FOR MY PAST SELF*** My dearest self in the past... I have been visiting you lately in a vast... You are carefree, immature and FEARLESS, You go out more, loving the sun and grasses, Full of sweat and sun-kissed from above. Joyous days, feet touching stones and green Oh How glorious those days have been Flowing like water in every storms within And wind touches, caressing my skin Telling me, It's ok dear, everything has it's purpose". A path full of journey and a dead rose All those rise and fall, I am with you... All those tears and laughter, I am with you... I am always with you til the end of time. You have no choice, we are both destined. Oh loving sun and dreamy moon, Grace us the light in our path divine, My past self, I thank you! For the wonderful memories... In my troubled present, found peace in you. Beatrix ********************************************** As I closed my journal... I just hear my Nana's footsteps and call out. "My princess, it's dinner time. Don't forget your coat, it's a bit freezing today!." "Yes, coming Nana!." I checked myself in the mirror for the last time, before sharing the table with Nana. The beauty in the mirror speaks of simplicity and elegance. I'm tall at my age of 15, around 183cm, with soft silver wavy hair and emerald green eyes. I'm looking at the reflection of my mother. And before my tears fall. "Beatrix?" A hint of annoyance in Nanas voice. "Yes, sorry Nana." Then, we silently eat our beetroot soup. In the same month, in different year. Our mother gather all of us, her children, near the fireplace hearth, made of granite and marble stone. My eldest brother Maxim played the piano while my older sister Annika played the flute. While me and my mom, cheerfully singing. Then, our beloved father Dimitri, joined us in our joyfulness. Amidst our liveliness, the commotion outside the House of Oblonsky raised our fears. People shouting with torches and guns. My father Dimitri was stunned. I'm crying in horror. I hugged my father...for the last time. When.... My small voice... bellowed "NO!!!!" "Mama, Papa..." "Maxim, Annika..." 

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THE FEELINGS

Beatrix is sleeping peacefully.

I removed her shoes, hair accessories and lacy gloves.

Looking at her makes my world turned upside down.

O Beatrix! you always bring me to the paradise of fantasy.

You always drawn me to kiss you...and O how I wanted to sleep beside you in bed...

But .. I need to focus..

I need to talked to Mikael, I wanted to know more about Beatrix and her birthday!

I leaved the conservatory room and closed it.

And I decided to go back to the parlour room.

They started to open the Christmas gifts.

"There you are! Where have you been?" King Sven asked with questioning eyes.

And all of excitement of the gifts just interrupted.

Princess Sophie asked "My dearest brother, where is Princess Beatrix?"

"Well.. she's already fallen asleep. She was not able say goodnight since she's a bit intoxicated." I responded apologetically.

"Olivia...give me some wine please! Let's opened those gifts! I announced in full excitement.

I approached Mikael while everyone is busy.

"My younger brother! Merry Christmas... haven't you opened your gifts yet?" I asked while giving him a glass of wine.

"Your highness! you knew well...how I dislike this tradition... it's just a waste of time."

I laughed out loud.

"Have you forgotten? you are always excited to open gifts every Christmas Eve when we were younger? You always make sure that you are first to open! " I told him in mockery.

Mikael's face is in red, feeling embarrassed.

I smiled.

"Hey loosen up! it's ok..just enjoy the night.. Cheers!" I make a toast with him.

Mikael smiled.

"Younger brother, I just wanted to know..if..do you have any information about Princess Beatrix? like her birthday?" I asked sternly.

"Uncle Charles told me last time .. if Beatrix is the youngest child of King Dimitri and Duchess Anastasia.. their youngest daughter was born on December 25, 1962 and so ..she will be turning eighteen... tommorow!"

he said eagerly.

"Well... that's what was written in her Journal! " I muttered.

"Younger brother, I wanted you to do something for me..." and given him some instructions.

When... suddenly... Lilly approached us swaying and falling down on me.

I ordered Mikael to transport her to one of the guest room.

And he carried Lilly to her room.

I hugged my parents and greeted them Merry Christmas.

King Sven and Queen Evi said their good night and ready to retire.

Princess Sophie hugged me and thank me for the gifts she received.

And I kissed her cheeks and say goodnight.

As soon as everyone is settled.

I immediately leave the parlour and returned to the conservatory room like a lightning.

I surveyed the room as soon as I entered.

And saw Beatrix still sleeping soundly.

I freshened up myself and changed to my blue striped, cotton shirt pants pajamas.

I approached the bed and feel the warmth of her body...and the sweet smell of roses lingers in the air.

It's been difficult for me to control my sexual desire.

But... there's always a perfect time for everything.

Tommorow is a big day.

It's already late and I need to sleep.

I lay down beside her on my back.

Feeling restless...

And doze off.

The sun rise brings life and colors to the conservatory room.

Beatrix opened her eyes...and feeling surprised!

This is the first time...I have been into this room.

And saw Stefan... soundly sleeping on the right side of the bed.

He looks like one of the gods of Mount Olympus! He makes me drool.

Before my daydreaming caved in...

I move slowly to rise up.

Then.. I checked myself if everything is ok.

And I'm pleased.

I walked around and surveyed the room.

Glass is..all over the room!

Glass ceilings, glass walls and glass windows.

Plants is all over the place, providing some privacy, some plants are hanging, some big potted plants near the bedside, there's a butlers pantry, a sofa and dining table and en suite bath.

This is the most beautifully designed room!

I heard some footsteps .. getting closer ...at my back.

"Good morning My Lady! Do you like it? " he asked in a gruff voice.

I turned to face him.

I cheerfully said "Good morning Your Highness! Yes, it's beautiful..I love it!" while grinning from ear to ear.

Then ..I added "I couldn't remember...if we have a room like this in Oblonsky" and sudden nostalgia plastered across my face.

"My Lady.... cheer up! Don't be sad. I have a surprise for you today. Freshen up and be ready ... breakfast will be served in 20minutes." he said.

"But my suitcase..."

He interrupted and pointed on the floor near the sofa.

And I said "Thank you.. Your Highness!"

and bow down for respect.

My face suddenly in hot flashes... recalled Stefan's warning.

Stefan's eyes is teasing.