Remake my life

Hello everyone I'm just your everyday average guy well maybe not after all if I am I won't constantly ask myself questions. you see life is filled with meeting and parting so i never really hold on to anything and opened myself except for few i'm not exactly hard working either and do a lot of things for the sake of doing it . I can't really remember when it all started because of we are all led to believe everyone is equal and that equality exist 

True equality does not exist. Personally I won't call myself a talent or hardworking so I probably won't be successful after all success is 99 percent hard work and 1 percent talent what this means is without talent which sets your lower limit you can't really be exceptional as there is only so much can improve until you hit a wall but without hard work talent can never amount to anything as it is just potential which will turn into strength through your own efforts but more than that it is important to know what you truly want after all why bother doing something just for the sake of doing it so for me success means being happy so being an average person who can never amount to anything if it means avoiding comparison and blend with the crowd sounds good to me even if nothing will change if I am there or not we all have our flaws so live your own life not for the sake of others but for yourself and own reasons

Something like true equality is merely a fantasy written up by the powerless ones. A single step forward, and your entire destiny is decided the moment your weak and tiny life begins.

We humans are born into this world as unequal. Which I realized to late to turn back the past and start having regrets not knowing what I really wanted until it is too late

The sands beneath our feet, and the vast blue skies above us are of different realms. Our frail lives try their best to touch the unreachable, but all we can do is to flail our arms as we gazed at those impossibilities.

However, it does not matter whether you're born to wealth or you're born to poverty, because everyone ends up lying in the grave during their final moments .

Nevertheless, we are human. As fragile as we are, our species have managed to reign supreme as the apex predator of this planet.

Although the race of infinite possibilities is merely a false pretext created by the predecessors to make us feel superior, I must agree that us humans are capable of the impossible. There is nothing impossible for him who will try even for someone like me 

"People hate the word sacrifice, to them it means pain, pain and suffering and anguish. But sacrifice, true sacrifice is more of an exchange. You part with something invaluable and hope to gain something irreplaceable. True sacrifice is courage. The courage to offer your heart for the chance of a soul and it is always selfish. Because you cannot be selfless without a self. Living is not the act of going through life, but of re-affirming yourself and moving forward without hesitation. Even when knowing every step brings you closer to death. You have a choice to make. Sacrifice and all the pain and suffering in the world. Or nothing and the embrace of apathy and loneliness. When you wake up in the morning, each morning, ask yourself; what am I willing to sacrifice today?"

Failing to understand the simplest things and what really mattered I have many chances and opportunities yet I wasted them all. Equivalent exchange and Sacrifice fortunately I am given a second chance not as Hayashi Ryouta is given a second chance to make things right for myself

Being given another chance through reincarnation and live without as many regrets as possible as a girl named Hayashi Ayano and this is my story this time for me with a life is mostly grey not to say depressed or anything but that I lack interest on most things in the world not quite in touch with my emotions i can't say i'm a good person but at very least not a bad person so this time I will live not just be staying alive promising to hold onto my everything for whose world was grey

 I won't be a social person but definitely a decent one just because I reincarnated don't mean I will change at my core but I won't stay the same either

Reincarnation isn't as straightforward as most people think even more so as the opposite sex and you also need to factor in account although the mind and body is independent but they are also interdependent to each other

In simple terms the mind affects the body and vice versa there is no perfect answer in life it ultimately boils down what exactly do you want or desires although it may sound selfish it is a healthier way of living

Living is not about being alive going through motions as we continue to walk towards death but the act of leaving our own mark in this world don't do things just for the sake of it although life is inherently meaningless it is about how we give it meaning and become unique although everyone is the same and nothing is new under the sun. 

The world is another word for everything that matters this time I will see and live through it promising myself not to lose it again

So I should just enjoy my life moving at my own pace even if it would not be picture perfect without regrets and rather selfish because this is the way I want to live my life not as the person I was before but the to the person that I would become and say goodbye to the world that seems grey