have you ever like someone so much to the point of doing almost every thing for that person? i always believe that you can't give someone everything, cause you yourself don't know everything you are capable of doing. it's like an unending pile of new things to know about yourself but though I can't do everything i still did my best. I would always do my best, for the person who owns a big part of my heart... funny how this little puppy love made me happy and sad at the same time... how it made me live and die because of simple words... how it made me cry and smile for the same reason... and how it made me love and be afraid of the same person at the same time how this little puppy love changed me people would often ask " If given a chance to go back in time when you first meet him would you go towards him and not change a thing or walk away and not feel this pain you're feeling right now?" and my answer would always be the same and I know this answer would never change " I would still walk towards him and not change a bit of it because this pain I'm feeling right now would always remind me how happy I am when I was with him and how those changes I made for him before made a amazingly wonderful person today" My life is always an unending adventure i meet different people said no to lots of love who tries to enter my life giving a piece of my heart to someone who rejected it over and over again and not to forget the unending list of guys who is now a very big part of my life and the unfortunate events that happened because of a little walking disaster like me I always believed that if you love someone you can never unlove that someone but you will just find someone who you would love more than you use to love that person this is how my delectable life became delectable this story did happened but the names and places would be changed for privacy of the people who are part of the story P.S if ever he can read this (i know he won't be able to because his too busy) i just want him to know he would forever have this special part of my heart . . . but i would find someone who would hold a bigger part of my heart even bigger than what he used to own