LATENT FEELINGS

abah naz want to ask can I?" asked nazreen one day while abah was moving the net.

"Naz want to ask abah what?" Answered abah back in a joking tone. Nazreen pulled a frown.

"Ish naz don't make jokes la abah" nazreen snapped a little. Abah was already smiling at my laughter.

"You want to say what you said from earlier, I want to hear it" Nazreen smiled to herself when she was greeted by Aliya, my sister.

"Abah want to marry again later?" Nazreen did not think the question invited their laughter.

"Abah, if you can, Aliya wants a new mother, can you?" Nazreen pulled a frown.

"If there is a mate abah, abah marry again" replied abah slowly jer.nazreen pulled a frown sometime.

"abah do not marry again naz do not like, maybe naz will not be as happy as now" say nazreen.while aliya is still shadowing the face of her stepmother who is about to marry a harness

"If you don't marry, who wants you to eat, make all the house preparations?" Replied the father in a serious tone.

"Naz and aliya have" aliya continued to turn around when nazreen mentioned her name.

"We didn't have time for naz with school anymore, you are only 11 years old" nazreen passed without a word.

"He behaved like that, let jer aliya" aliya still cursed nazreen's insults.

"Hurm abah why is naz behaving badly?" Abah continued to raise his head.

"Naz is still aliya's boy, he has lost his mother and now abah can't take care of naz like your ummi takes care of naz" aliya nodded slowly.

"Probably because abah takes care of him like abah's son, all of this, imagine only you and naz jer abah's daughter" abah continued to hug aliya with tears abah's manhood came down.

"Aliya does not like to be rude susah it will be difficult to find a husband, right?"

Behind the wall there are one eye and 2 ears are listening to their conversation. What naz force is still small to understand all that.

The dawn call resounded to indicate that dawn would break soon. A loud door-to-door punch was heard making the occupants of the house awake.

"Nazz got up from school late" abah moved nazreen in the same tone as ummi.

"Hurmm, I woke up now" Nazreen opened her eyes and saw the harness go, I continued to resume.

"Ya allah nazzz waking up you had time to sleep with tertongeng like that" nazreen who was surprised then got up and went to the bathroom.

After taking a shower, I prayed and continued to wear school uniforms. Nazreen was the resource center supervisor so I wore a blue shirt. Nazreen glanced at Aliya.

'Going to school in the afternoon is fun, brother'

"Ni money ni naz later left behind" RM2 ringgit banknote I reached and pedaled the bike. The day was still dark and Nazreen was scared.

"Assalamualaikum yuni ooo yuni" nazreen called out loud as the day was still dark and fear of controlling herself with a situation that did not see anything ii.

"Did you come first?" Yuni asked nazreen. Nazreen grinned and showed a tooth that didn't want to be right hahahha.

"Hurry up aaa" yuni came down after greeting her mother and father.

We rode our bicycles to school not far from our house. The morning atmosphere was very cold making us pedal slowly.

"Weyy naz go downstairs later, you have to write your name, right?"

Enter the school area, all students have to push the bike so that the parking lot is far away. It is really cool, but I care because I wear cloth, I am lazy to walk on the grass, it will get wet.

"Tak yah down until dah" yuni looked towards nazreen sharply. Nazreen made a pistol hand.

I entered class 5 amanah which houses nazreen class. My school has 2 classes jer bistari and amanah. How sad my school is. Today there is an exam so what else copy the note la brother.

"What are you doing weyy" Azali scolded Nazreen.

"Eat this rice" nazreen was lazy to serve. Azali ni nazreen's friend from childhood and we are really close.

"Is there more?" He replied.

"Ehhh a lot more huh if you want a lot more you dig in the trash" nazreen released his anger.

"Eleh don't be angry"

"Talk about using your brain, it's legal ² you see me for what you are asking, why am I hot because" Azali chuckled leaving Nazreen alone.

"Woii be a little girl not yah so rough very man pound run away" nazreen just let it go.

All students have taken their places ². Teacher continues to give test papers to all students. My heart does not have to say it is beating fast huh.

Kringgg

Finished school nazreen went straight to the bicycle parking. It looks like azali and annis pon came by bicycle so it was crowded.

"Woiii wait la aku naz" shouted azali and annis.nazreen smiled proudly sitting in the front had a story.

"Hurry up laaa" shouted nazreen again. People who passed by nazreen ignored.

"Slow down your bike a little" Nazreen was silent and did not pedal the bike because he pedaled on his own.

"How can I slow down? I'm not good at it" shouted Nazreen. Azali and Annis shook their heads. Seriously, Nazreen is not good at slowing down this fast bike.

Finally we arrived at the intersection of our house. Nazreen said bye ii.

"See you next year, you know" annis continued to nod. Azali chuckled.

"Kejadahnya next year hari² pon can meet la ngok" said azali in a sarcastic tone.

"I didn't talk to you, annis wants to go to Johor" Azali nodded.

"Assalamualaikum abah oo abah" nazreen continued to put on his bicycle and entered the house after taking off his shoes and socks.

"the house is very dirty with garbage,i will definitely be tired" nazreen continued to tidy up all the items that were littered thoroughly.

"Tired of bathing jap" nazreen continued to pass for bathing and zohor prayers.

The day started to get cloudy and nazreen was sitting alone at home. Nazreen rode his bicycle and headed to the main road to wait for my brother to come home.

"Slow down" soon nazreen heard the motorcycle engine about to turn and I knew the sound. Nazreen smiled cheerfully

"Ehhh I'm surprised bro" nazreen saw haraz massaging his chest. I made a stupid face.

"What are you doing here?"

"I'm checking the temperature of the tar road because it's cloudy" what the hell did you ask? Did you see Nazreen wearing lipstick?

"Ouh, continue to check later for me to see you" he said to everyone who was close to nazreen ni bendul.nazreen continued to beristifar.abang aku tu.

"ok later my brother will check because I'm afraid of this road deman!" shouted nazreen from afar when haraz had started to move away from me.