I didn't like it when things didn't go as I dictated.
I disliked being put into situations where I wasn't in control of the flow…
Especially if my meddling would result in the demon king destroying this world.
…If that happened, then all the preparation I had made to fight him would become useless.
Maybe if I was strong like Adrian I wouldn't have cared…but I wasn't.
For someone like me, every little detail mattered.
If I suddenly took a cheat item and my action resulted in Adrian's death in the process, what was I supposed to do?
Replace him?
…No. That was not something I was willing to do.
I wasn't someone who wanted to bear the responsibility of saving the world. That responsibility weighed heavier than anyone could imagine.
I was no Hero, nor did I wish to become one…
I didn't have a grand goal or anything like that per se.