Diary of a Warrior

My body was heavy, instinctively I tried to move, I can only hear low growls from my side but when I tried to speak only a few little moans came out.

It was tight and with all the fear I felt I began to try desperately to move, only after a moment of struggle someone released me the force of my thrust made me fall head-on the moment they released me.

After leaving it was as if all the weight in the world had fallen on my body, I had no more strength to move, even though i knew i was in danger my body was very tired and I didn't have the strength to move.

I didn't know what was happening to me, I was afraid, cold and did not know where I was.

I tried to remember something, anything that told me why I was here but... did not remember anything, I had memories of what human civilization was like, what they did, what they ate, how they lived, it seemed to remember that I was part of them too.

I still remember how I tried to search my memory for who I was, what I had lived, what I had done but it was as if someone had selected my personal memories folder and clicked on delete.

After that my first thought was:'Damn, how can I lose my memories at a time like this', I felt something approaching me I knew I was a perfect prey in the slaughterhouse.

Quickly see where I was,it was a fucking huge cave, it had no slopes, there was little light and it smelled horrible.

There was no where to hide because in front of me there was a huge wall which projected a remnant of a wolf that scared me even more.

I gently moved my head back, I wanted to see if there was something behind me that I could try to save myself with.

He was a huge wolf, even though I was crawling he was almost five times my size, It was gray, but with the little light I had to see it, it seemed rather white.

I did not know what had happened to me but I felt much calmer when I saw her, I did not know why but I did know that she was female.

He made me soft moans as if wondering if I was okay, he approached me and gently licked my head,I was scared, scared to death the moment he brought his jaws closer to me but my body had no reaction.

I did not remember how tall he was but no matter how small he was at least he would have a meter fifty, and crawling it would be almost a meter but in front of this wolf that was almost five times bigger than me my mind began to remember about the mythical beast called Fenrir, a giant wolf from Norse mythology.

For a moment I thought it would be the headless Tyr but she gently pushed me towards some small wolves that although small were almost the same size as me.

She approached us and lay down with her belly in front of us, my head spun and an impossible idea occurred to me: 'I'm a wolf too'.

Such thought made me even more rigid than I already was, with it I lowered my head only to find that I had no hands and that now I had hairy gray legs.

I thought: 'impossible' at the time but a glance towards my back only confirmed what I had discovered, I knew that π was 3.1416, I knew that the most famous Chinese landscape paintings were created by the artists of five dynasties, I knew that according to Charles Darwin the appearance of human evolution would be very ugly for its 21st century counterpart.

But ... I didn't know how or why I could end up like this, in the body of a wolf, I thought for a moment about reincarnation before dismissing the thought for the aggravation of hunger I had.

I put my thoughts to the back as my body instinctively began to move towards the she-wolf that looked like my mother and I began to feed myself.

While I was eating I began to warm up and the stress of a moment ago began to move away, I looked at the little wolves that were my brothers, one had dark gray hair and the other was a whiter gray like my mother's.

The warmth of the milk made me want to sleep and before I knew it I fell asleep.