Sleeping was the most difficult. Sleeping was difficult when the position always reminded her to keep her hands over her stomach. That was a given for Evelyn because whenever she would sleep straight on her back her hands were to be kept on her stomach and at the moment it's not feel nice.
Only reminded her of something that she had lost even before she could have received it. Something that Evelyn had in her grasp and not at the same time but had lost it forever.
All night long she kept on caressing her stomach as if she was caressing her baby.
It was difficult to accept the fact that there was no one inside her any longer when Everything just felt the same.
Her stomach still looked the same and slightly puffy, which has always been like signaling the first bump of a pregnancy in her tri-semester. It was still there and it still felt she was pregnant.
How was it possible that she felt something to be here when it was long gone?