Ever heard of effort and struggle? Angelica Xhyra does that almost every day. Her struggle at the big point that happened in her life, chasing the love of a man who had never seen her at all, had to listen to painful sentences every day from that man. Even so, Angel still tries to attract Alaska's attention in any way. The struggle is not only about Angel chasing someone, but her struggle also involves her life not going as normal in the future like other people, the friendships she has to maintain, her mother and the closest people she hopes to always be near. Angel becomes very fragile when she finds out the truth that is hidden by her best friend. If tears always fall in the hallway of silence, then there is a sentence that she always uses as a companion to cover her disappointment. "Whatever it is, only I know what I'm doing."