Living with no emotions is something I got used to. I started to memorize people's facial expressions to understand what they were feeling. But it was still too difficult to tell. When I read the book “The Hidden White Flower.” for the first time I felt jealous of the villainess. Even without having many emotions, she was still free to do whatever she wanted! While I was forced to follow what others wanted me to do. I didn’t have a choice to begin with. But I never signed up to be the villainess in the book?! What’s even worst is that Lily will be the first person to die in this story! I will be killed in the most painful way by the hands of my aunt's fiance, the male lead! my father will die in 2 years leaving me to be sent to the orphanage where I will get abused. Think think think… I have to make Lily's aunt, the Duchess adopt me before getting dragged to the orphanage, she is the safest shield in the empire. But why is it so hard to live quietly?! Why are you all obsessed with making me feel happy?! _________ Warning: this novel contains abuse, if your uncomfortable or if it’s not your cup of tea then i would recommend to not continue reading this~ if you do continue reading it and like it, thank you very much~~ For updates and some characters refrence, check my Instagram account Instagram account : @cotton.lily_ Novel cover by: ( @mooshiki__ ) on Instagram