Chapter 32- The Three Words

Mondays are probably the worst. It always spoils the Sunday fun for some reason. The last few weeks are fun. We sneaked out every weekend to his or my house. We went to these little late-night dates sometimes. Mostly we like to stay in. We would cook together. He does the cooking while I just gawk at his shirtless figure. We would do all these cute couple thingies that we found on the internet.

From having the self-care spa day to nail arts. I love when I make these tiny ponies in his head. He looked cute. the best part is he never complained. He also was my personal spa therapist, ignoring the part when we ended up having good rough memorable sex every time.

We would go shopping and I loved it when he gets irritated how much I take the time to choose one thing. You know girls. But what I liked the most about us is that no matter how many times we had sex, every time feels a new sensation. I simply began to love all of him.

It was already summer now. I watched the outside view of my apartment from the window and I felt lonely. I was missing him. I liked when he made me breakfast during his stays. While having my cereals I went through my phone to check up for any new messages for this morning. Nina dropped 4 messages and there are 2 messages from mom as well.

I replied to both of them and have another bite of my breakfast.

TING

I look up at my phone and surprisingly it was someone I was missing so much. Alex.

"Buenos Dias Senorita"

I smiled at his text and replied-" Buenos Dias Senor"

"No sabía que también puedes hablar español." I asked through text.

"Hay muchas mas que debes saber de mi hermosa" He replied.

Unintentionally I kept smiling as he started flirting with me.

"Ah, sí, es correcto. No sabía nada de ti hasta ayer."

"Pero aún así, espero que me hayas disfrutado todos estos días."

"No puedo mentir, así te diré que lo hice,"

Oh boy you bet that I did enjoyed you.

"See you in school"

"Bye doll"

I put the phone aside and took another bite of my cereal. I was feeling relaxed after so many days from our last weekend. I had no idea that he would take me to such a magical place.

FLASHBACK TO THE DATE NIGHT:

As we finished the first two courses of the meal, the waiter brought us another course.

"I have always wanted to come here. The food is indeed very tasty" I complimented while having a bite of my Aubergine Parmigiana.

He smiled and replied-" I am glad you liked it. I was getting nervous actually"

I frowned a little and asked in surprise-" Why so?"

"Not every girl likes everything right?"

"Have you brought any girl here before?"

"Yes, a few times. They said this was all boring" he replied casually while having his steak.

A sudden course of jealousy and uncomfortable rushed into my veins. I didn't like the idea of him bringing other girls on dates like this.

But wait, why do I feel this way? He can bring anyone he likes. Not that we are committed to each other, and also, he brought them all in the past. But still, I didn't like the picture of him and the other girls at all.

I know probably I am stupid and I should not feel like this. But I felt what I am feeling right now. I gulped down the rest of the food almost forcefully as I didn't have much appetite after hearing this.

What was mostly bugging me was that I am exquisite. How can he bring me somewhere he brought other girls before?

The dinner ended after some time and he asked me while forwarding his hand-"Come with me"

I was a little confused but eventually gave him my hand and followed him. We came to the elevator and he pressed the 34th-floor button.

As soon as the door of the elevator opened my jaw dropped to see the rooftop of the building. Which was beautifully decorated with a small bed for us. Which was further decorated with lights and a few flower petals. A few scented candles for the aroma and there was a small table with champagne and a guitar.

"Do you play?" I asked being all excited.

"Only on request," he said as he guided me further by my waist.

We sat on the edge of the comfy bed and I looked up at the stars. The sky was oddly beautiful today for some reason. The moon was surrounded by the night sky and millions of stars in its sea.

Did he bring them here too?

"Despite that, I brought many girls here before I have never brought them to the rooftop," he said suddenly gaining all of my attention.

How did he know what I was thinking? I looked at him with my eyes a little wide. He sat casually while looking up at the sky. I can see how genuine his eyes were sparkling. He was not lying.

"Why me then?" I asked out of curiosity.

He looked up at me and gave me a beautiful smile. The smile made my heart flutter for some reason...

He took the guitar and his fingers feathers on the fingerboard. He looked up at me once more before saying-" Because none of them had pretty eyes like yours"

I was flushed by his compliment but at the same time, I liked it. I couldn't stop myself from blushing and smiling. I watched him look back at his guitar and started playing a tune.

"Girl, you stole my heart and changed it

Took all of my plans and rearranged them

Now I finally know what amazing grace is

When I look into your eyes

Baby, I see my whole life

What you, say we put us down some roots?

Find a house up on a hill

Travel 'round the world

Put some pictures on the shelf

Hold you close and keep the faith

Raise some kids with our last name

Well, come on baby what do you, say we do?

I feel like growing old with you

I'm growing old with you"

-By the Restless Road.

As he played the melody all I did was lost in his voice. As pure as his voice sounds, the lyrics did a knot inside my stomach. Every word he said and every tune he played got me all lost in him. His ocean blue eyes met mine and I could see a whole new man in front of me.

What we had for all these months, somehow seemed so small to me. There was something more. Something more than he was telling me through the song.

His eyes kept locked on mine for the whole time as he played. Though he was just playing the guitar, his melody reached my ears like a whole symphony of his emotions.

He stopped after some time, but I was still lost in him. His beautiful voice tunes in my head on repeat.

"Do you like it?" he asked with a little smile.

I could only nod in agreement and gave a small smile back. We stared at each other for some time getting lost in each other's eyes once again. His oceanic blue eyes were staring at me for some answers that I wasn't sure of.

"I love you, Mira". He said suddenly.

He didn't just say that. I panicked.

I wasn't sure what should I reply to as I sat there wall speechless. No wonder I feel something for him, but this is all forbidden. I cannot fall for anyone. And I can not let anyone fall for me. I stood there being all shocked and fisted my hands in a ball to control my emotions. My nails dig through my sin and it stings a little, but I don't care right now. I do not know what to do, or what to reply as I just kept looking at him blankly.

I was taken aback by all his sudden action as his lips slowly touched mine. He didn't move. We just kept on feeling each other for a moment. All of my thoughts got carried away as I was caught in this euphoric moment of life. Slowly his lips started moving as he sucked the lower lips of mine and I responded back. The kiss was slow and passionate. He held my head with one hand to balance my posture. His lips linger on me as he slowly draws his lips letting me feel all the passion.

I could taste our shared breath as he began to come closer. His body heatedly pressed against mine as we kissed each other like there was no tomorrow.

If when the sin was too much to carry, it does tastes like heaven. No matter what I have started feeling something for him and despite knowing that all of this could end badly I just cannot let him go. I gave myself to him, feeling all the beautiful emotions that I have never been through. That evening was the most romantic we could have in all these months.

END OF FLASHBACK:

As I break through my daydream of mine I saw I already reached my office. Tom stopped the car before the gate as he said-" We are here"

I awkwardly looked at him being all lost in the track of time.

"Thank you, Tom."

He left as I walked out of the car. About Tom, he is someone who never bothered me. I liked this thing about him. He never questioned or judge despite the situation. He was a quiet kind of person and was very professional.

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

AAAAAHHHHH!!!! He finally proposed to her. he also sang a song for her. Is there anything more he has to do to be the sweetest guy? TT

Now, all we have to wait for is what is going to happen next. Book 1 is on the verge of ending now. A few more chapters to go for.

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