Grief

She wanted to stop the male leads from going down a dark path... But did she have any success? Cassian still faces abuses from his mother, Benedict's mother died... And Dimitri... He went to the mage tower. Nothing has changed.

But wasn't she the one who wanted him to go there at one point? Yes, but she also realised that it was necessity, survival that drove him there. She couldn't say for sure he wanted to be a mage. But he clearly said he wanted to be a knight... And now he was gone.

At least Dimitri was not suffering anymore, she thought to herself. For everything she did, she could only change the fate of one person... She was happy but that was not enough! She started her journey by only thinking about survival.

But with everything that has transpired, she knew that there was more to it. She was brought here for a reason. As goofy as the author was, she knew somehow... That she was here to help everyone. But here she was, barely scraping by.