The reason for his change [4]

Clank—

I closed the door behind me and headed for the bookshelf to retrieve a familiar diary. 

Click! 

Injecting my mana into it, the diary 'clicked' and opened. Scrolling through the pages, I read through them once again. 

'Die! Die! Die! Die!' 

My eyes darted from left to right as I read through each page once again. 

I took in all the details that I previously missed last time, regardless of how meaningless they seemed. 

From the tears on the pages to the little stains on them. 

I took in everything. 

"...." 

I didn't know how long had passed, but by the time I had read it for the 'nth' time, the sky outside had already gotten dark. 

"....Everything checks out with what is written. Nothing has changed." 

I took a deep breath then. 

'Did I really go to the past...?'