The Scheming President Who Cannot be Loved (P 79)
He wanted to tell her when she was awake for the first time that he had an answer to the question she asked him that time. He loved her!
Even if he doesn't have the kind of heartbeat that his mother said, now he can tell her for sure that he loves her!
His feelings for her are the same as her feelings for themselves! It's love! Love deeply! I don't know when the deep love that can't be removed!
However, before she woke up, he didn't have time to tell her that his heart was trembling with her indifference and calmness, and his heart was cut like a knife!
Close the door again and see the moment of Mo Ran, the strength and courage in front of Zhou Min disappeared in an instant, and his strength was suddenly exhausted. Ye Ziyan almost wanted to fall to the ground, but was supported by Mo Ran in front of him.
He stood firm. He stared at Mo Ran in a daze, but remembered Zhou Min's bloodless face, cold and calm eyes, and her affectionate and warm smile and eyes that she no longer had.
This time, he finally admitted that it was not all faults in the world. When he turned around, he could be saved. No matter how smart he was, he didn't know what to do at this time. He was powerless, panicked and afraid, which made him unable to hold on any longer!
It turns out that after you fall in love with someone, you will never be invincible again, because the most hurtful knife, the most painful knife, is the eye of the person you love.
"Mo Ran... What should I do? I think I'm going to lose her? What to do? What should I do?" Heartbroken, Ye Ziyan muttered to himself, and still did not dare to accept the cruel facts that might have happened or were about to happen.
"Zi Yan... Let her go! There is another kind of love, called Chengquan!" When Mo Ran's face said this expressionlessly, it was like the cold wind in autumn, which was not piercing, but it could be chilled and shocking.
Ye Ziyan's eyes were shattered, his face was pale for a moment, and his emotions were instantly excited. He pushed the Mo Ran's away, "Unless I die! Otherwise, I will never learn your way! Complete?! No, in my love, it has not been complete! Complete her departure... Humph, it's impossible!"
Ye Ziyan escaped as if he had escaped. Mo Ran looked at him in a panic and fled in a hurry. Looking at the woman behind the door, he sighed slightly, and finally stretched out his hand to open the door, "Do you hear me?"
"I'm tired! Mo Ran, over the years, I'm really tired. Sometimes when I leave, it's not that I don't love anymore, but that I don't have the strength to love anymore! Only when I let go can I have room to breathe, otherwise I will really die! Help me..."
"Help you?! How can I help you? Ye Ziyan can't leave you at all now. He loves you! Can't you see it? Can't you feel it!?"
"Here, it's numb. If I had heard that he might fall in love with me in the past, I would be ecstatic, trembled with excitement, and cried bitterly. However, at this time, even if I saw him so embarrassed, sloppy and painful, I thought it would hurt more than him, but I suddenly couldn't feel the pain. However, in spite of this, Ye Ziyan, who I once loved so much, should not be so pitiful. He should always stand at the peak and be proud of everything. He should not be like this! My heart, to him, can no longer beat, all emotions have disappeared, and all the feelings seem to have been dug up at that moment, empty and wooden. In this way, I can no longer stay by his side and force me to stay. In the end, he will be more painful, and I will be crazy!" Zhou Min patted her heart and smiled feebly and sadly.
"How did you get to such a point!" Mo Ran's mouth was weak.
"Because, I bear the unbearable past..." When all the memories of my previous life came back, when the most forgotten things were clear again, in fact, Zhou Min already knew that she and Ye Ziyan could not go on, because she could not pass those three months as low as mud, like a comfort woman.
It's terrible. For a moment, Zhou Min didn't know if she was wrong. When she found that memory, what did she get? It is pain. It is the negation of self in the trustee's subconscious, and the denial that Ye Ziyan can no longer match. It seems that there is no reason to continue this love, because the moment she does not recognize him, the moment she becomes a comfort woman and survives the humiliation, she is not qualified to love again.
And did you see the hard-won courage in this life in that sentence? When he pulled Mu Rou, he completely dissipated, or was sober.
She didn't dare to ask for his love, and she couldn't afford it. She was even more afraid to ask for it. Even if he sent his heart to her at this time, she couldn't find the feelings that belonged to the client in empathy. It seemed that she was completely sealed by the client.
Unable to respond to love is the most bitter, painful and hurtful.
And Zhou Min, who does not have the feelings of the client in empathy, is no longer the person who once loved deeply in Ye Ziyan's eyes. She has no choice but to leave!
"Ye Ziyan won't let you leave! And the dark part of the night family wants to find, as long as there is no one they can't find in this world! Did you hear it just now? He will never let go of you! Mo Ran shook his head.
"If I have a way to let him go, can you help me!" Zhou Min looked at Mo Ran with sadness in her eyes, "Brother Mo Ran, Ye Ziyan and I, you can see more clearly than anyone else, so please, help me! Perhaps this is the best choice for me and him... You know better than anyone that forcing someone who can no longer love will eventually cause irreparable regret... "
Because of Zhou Min's words, Mo Ran suddenly stiffened his body, and his eyes slowly moved up. He seemed to think of something. He looked at Zhou Min's indifferent eyes without focus and suddenly turned around, "Ye Ziyan is a very stubborn person, especially after he found that the person he loved was you. Do you think he would let you go easily?"
"So if, there is no more me in his memory!?" Zhou Min was not happy and angry, and there was no expression of indifferent words, but it made Mo Ran look back in horror, "What do you say?"
"I have a way to seal up his memory!" Zhou Min looked up at Mo Ran, who was standing by his bed, and said seriously, "But I need you to help me."
"Can you seal a person's memory!?" Mo Ran looked at Zhou Min with some surprise. Zhou Min nodded, "I have had a talent for studying medicine since I was a child, especially the ancient acupuncture and moxibustion. At the beginning, I studied medicine when I was a child, because Ye's mother always said that Ziyan's brother was too naughty and hurt, so I had a mentality that I wanted to study medicine at that time. Later, Ye After my mother's death, Ziyan's brother changed greatly. After returning from abroad, he was even more worried about the wishes that Ye's mother had failed to fulfill. Therefore, I gave up my favorite medical skills and turned to architectural design, hoping to help him. However, in my spare time, I was still fascinated by acupuncture. And my professor once told me a set of acupuncture methods that can seal part of a person's brain's memory!"
Zhou Min's words are half true and half false. It's okay to use acupuncture to seal a person's memory! Because Shangguan Qi's magic medicine has a five-line acupuncture method that can seal some terrible memories that I don't want to recall. I don't remember it. It is used to help some people who have been seriously injured in their hearts to really forget the past. At that time, when I followed him to practice medicine all over the world, I also saw him. Used.
Of course, the client does not have this ability, because the client studies Western medicine rather than traditional Chinese medicine, but Zhou Min, the tasker, has it!