A Chance

Casually agreeing on that marriage was something stupid, although it wasn't really me, can I even complain about it? 

It was our fault. We didn't even know the name of that husband of ours, we can just ask for a divorce, but wasn't that absolutely rude and heartless? 

Even I have standards. Marrying and divorcing without even meeting each other just felt wrong. We can only solve this after meeting him. 

But what if he doesn't accept? He also seemed to have a problem with his family overseas, I can't really do anything with these circumstances around me… 

At the same time, despite that all, I wanted Christ. 

I wanted to try with him, just like how Alice had the chance to choose. I also had one, but I think something is now pulling that chance away from me. 

More importantly, what did Christ think about this all? Did he have the same intention of trying things out?