chapter 25

I even forgot James was sitting next to me I was fanning out other's relationships and forgot that mine also needs some fixing

" are you planning on spending the night on my couch sitting there like that " Emily say after closing the door turning to us I hold the pillow I had in my arms tight

" let's go home and talk baby I will explain everything I promise " James stand up offering me his hand I take it standing up Emily open the door pointing outside with her finger

I follow James who is standing outside waiting for me I hug Emily " please forgive my brother " she says to me it's fun how she always ship our relationship " thanks for everything "

I follow James to his car and we went to his apartment when we got there I enter first and he close the door i was walking to the bedroom when I hear James holding me back and he hugs me from behind I let my back lean against his chest

" I was worried when I saw the news for what you would think of me " he talks when I try to turn he holds me in place " am sorry I didn't tell you earlier" he push my hair on one side and kiss my shoulders

I lean my head to the side giving him enough space

"So what's going on " i moan when I feel him sucking on my shoulder he stops put his hands in his pockets I turn to face him " let's sit first "

" I agreed with Mr Keating that he is going to invest after am legally married with Juliet but i only wanted to make time for me to work on it and I believe in two months it will be over " he explains as we sit on the chair to the dining room " I've already known that my uncle who was stealing from the company has some people who are on his side on the board and they are the ones who don't want me as the CEO " he explains to me am facing him listening to him not saying anything just giving him time

" they have been using the money they steal into some dirty business and I want to expose them I want you to be patient with me " he adds holding my hands above the table

" this is what you were telling me the other time when we were having lunch right " ask him and he nods his head even if it's just for a show I can't believe am going to share him with another women " they is something else I need you to know" he adds to me again " I can't be with you in public for the time that this is going to take" unbelievable not only am sharing him but she gets something that I can't do

" this is the reason you refuse to go with me to the doctor's appointment " i try to understand all these but they are messing with my head

" am sorry " he apologize I can't believe all these he is making his company a priority I know he should fight for it but what about me and his babies that am carrying is he even thinking about us so he is going to pretend that he is with Juliet and I get to say nothing about it but accept it and support him it's not that I don't want to support him I do but my insecurities are getting through my head if only I had a way of helping him without doing all these but I know am just useless when it comes to money gosh I am barely even feeding my family three meals

" Leila …." James snap his fingers in my face getting me out of my imagination since I can't help him with his problems I came to the conclusion that I will try to understand his way of solving problems

I get up go to him he spread his legs I stand between them cupping his face in my hands he wraps his arms around me " I will try to understand you and stand beside you through all this but don't over do it and try to keep your hands to your self when with Juliet I know she is beautiful but try to stay immune to it " i explain he laugh at me " baby you are the most beautiful woman in my eye's always remember that " he pull me to him and I hug him

" thank you how was my baby today " he rub my belly talking to it

" I have a surprise for you " i say to him I take my hand bag which was on the table remove a sonogram and gives it to him

"Those are your babies they are not visible well but if you observe well you can see it"he stare at me with wide eyes

" you said babies "

" yes James Diwans we are having twins I say to him smiling at his face expression he stand up hug me and spin around throwing me in the air I hold him tight make sure not to fall and we laugh together enjoying the news

" wow am going to be a father not only to one child but two " he is happy with the news making fun how we are going to parents who would have thought

We lay in bed together

" I need to do some shopping some of my clothes doesn't fit anymore " I inform him

" okay I will give you my card in the morning you can use it for everything you need " he pulls me to cuddle James likes to cuddle when he is happy I let him hold me I need to enjoy these moments because I don't know maybe tomorrow he will tell me that I need to stop visiting until these things are done I turn to him and connects our lips he turns us around and he hovers over me that night he make slow love to me taking all his time and enjoying each other's body