Chapter 138

Nataly

Being delusional has never been part of my plan

Being insecure on the other hand?

Well,that too

In short,I've never thought of liking anyone again,leave alone having physical feelings for someone or anything more than that.

I know this is all on me.Why did I let my feelings get the best of me?Actually ,I can't explain how.

And why the hell am I asking myself these questions ?

Feels like I'm already regretting every good thing I have had with David. Even though it's just been a short while.

Problem is my heart doesn't want to feel this way.

Not when it's one of the best things that has happened to me in a long time.

No, i don't want this .I don't want to feel this way

All this just because a woman called me and asked to meet me because she wants to talk about David ?

Just how deep have my feelings for him gone?

That, I can't explain. What I can explain is my beating heart.