Chapter 5 Setbacks
The game is still going on, but Degan is no longer on the field, sitting in the corner of the bench, and he looks like a complete loser now.
In the corner kick before the end of the first half, he still failed to go in. The football was only slightly higher than the crossbar, and he also missed a best opportunity.
Originally, Degan thought that he would still have a chance in the second half, because he had gradually found the feeling and became more proficient in getting used to this body, but it was a pity that Tassotti didn't want to give him a chance.
During the intermission, Tassotti criticized Degan as useless in front of a group of teammates, and almost pointed at his nose and said he was a trash, a trash.
Degan wanted to refute, but he held back in the end. He knew that he had failed in today's scene. If he contradicted Tassotti again, even if Kaka covered him, he would have no place to stay in Milanello. place.
And Digan is very clear that the heads of Italian coaches are synonymous with conservatism. Although Italy is a very artistic country, when it comes to football, they are even more disciplined than the Germans. Not required.
The most ridiculous thing is that at the beginning of the second half, without Digan as the spoiler, AC Milan quickly equalized the score. Three minutes later, Matri scored another goal to achieve a lead, and the youth team captain Roma who replaced him Rigno's performance was also very good. After the game, he made a long pass in the backcourt and assisted Borriello to complete a hat-trick.
In the final warm-up match, AC Milan won 11:1, but this victory has nothing to do with Degan. Except for a bad mistake, he left people with nothing but running around like a headless chicken , As for his two attacks, they were also covered up by his poor performance before.
"Hey! Big man! Let's carry Kaka's sneakers! That job is more suitable for you!"
"Big man! You are so inferior! Go home and cry in your mother's arms!"
When Degan left the stadium, some fans laughed at him, and there was no love for him because he was Kaka's younger brother.
Digan clenched his fists tightly, with veins popping out on his forehead, he was very angry, but he had no reason to vent it out, because he himself knew how rubbish his performance was in the match just now.
"Rod! Don't take it to heart, you know, they have no malicious intentions!" Pan Carlo chased after him, patted Digan on the shoulder and said, "They just hope you can do better, after all, you are Rika Many brothers!"
Kaka's brother!
Is it because I am Kaka's younger brother that I have to act like a clown according to other people's scripts to please them?
Deegan really wanted to growl, but he held back, there was no malice, Deegan really wanted to laugh out loud, if this is not malicious, then what is it?
Are you going to come up and grab my clothes and slap me in the face?
What is this now?
Frustrated?
How do cowards choose when they face setbacks?
retreat?
Sticking his head into his crotch, pretending to be an ostrich, admitting that he is a complete loser all his life, only dare to lower his head to support the wall when walking on the street, dare not even say a hard word, and can only use the method of spiritual victory to ridicule others.
That's what those people hope for.
Will Degan compromise?
What are you kidding?
What is a setback?
It's just a matter of losing and winning again. Laughing is nothing. The louder these people laugh, the harder it will be to slap their faces in the future.
Let the world slander me, bully me, humiliate me, laugh at me, belittle me, belittle me, hate me, lie to me, how to deal with it?
For the time being, bear with him, let him, let him, avoid him, endure him, respect him, ignore him, in a few years, you will see him again.
Thinking of this, Degan's heart suddenly calmed down. He held his head high, facing the ridicule of those fans, passing in front of them as if he was a winner.
"Is that guy stupid?"
"Did he not understand Italian and thought we were praising him!?"
"This guy is so stupid, it is Kaka's sorrow to have such a younger brother!"
Degan went to the locker room to change his clothes. He didn't say a word to anyone during the period. He seemed to be invisible. He took a shower, changed his clothes, and then left.
When they arrived at the parking lot, Degan saw Kaka, who was standing next to the Land Rover, obviously waiting for him.
Digan walked over calmly and smiled calmly: "Come and see my game!?"
Kaka's expression looked a little embarrassed. He wanted to comfort Digan, but he didn't know what to say. He just stood there and said after a while, "Rod! I know that's not your real strength!"
"No! That's my strength!"
Kaka froze for a moment, looking very surprised, then frowned and said, "Are you planning to give up on yourself by saying that? Rhodes! That's not what you said yesterday, you said you wanted to surpass me!"
Digan opened the car door, threw the sports travel bag in, and said, "Of course, I haven't forgotten, and I will aim for this! I said this is my real strength, and that's because I'm not used to staying in the In the back, be a defender who does the dirty work, but obviously, coach Tassotti doesn't think so, maybe he thinks why my shape helps Fiore block the goal!"
Kaka ignored Digan's joke and said puzzledly: "Rod! But you have always been in this position before, I mean starting from Sao Paulo, and you have always done a good job in the central defender position."
Digan was ready to get in the car: "I want to change it now, okay! I don't want to continue this topic, I remember that you are not the only one here today, where is Dad!?"
Kaka was stunned. Before he could reply, Digan got into the car. The car engine roared and drove away in a blink of an eye. Kaka frowned, not knowing what to do in frustration. I vaguely felt that the family members seemed to have hurt Digan's heart today.
Back home, Degan entered the room silently, ready to go upstairs. Bosque and Simeone were sitting in the living room, while Caroline looked at Degan with a worried expression.
"Don't worry, don't worry about me, I'm fine!"
Bosque stood up at this time and said: "Rodrigue! I think we need to talk!"
Digan shrugged his shoulders and said, "What are you talking about, my future, yes, you are my father, this is something you should care about!"
Bosque's complexion was not good. Today in the stands, he heard what the fans said, which made him feel that Wright's surname was insulted.
"Rod! I don't want to comment on your performance on the court today, because it was really bad. I just want to tell you now, maybe you should find another way out!"
When Degan heard this, he didn't know why, he suddenly erupted, and the huge anger burned his reason, almost causing his chest to explode.
"Looking for another way out, you should just say, forget it! Rhodes! You shouldn't play football anymore. Even if you play for a hundred years, you won't do anything. This is what a father should cherish. The words of a child dreaming of dreams?"
Simeone also stood up and said, "Rod! Your father just wants to care about you, don't talk to him like this!"
"Really?" Deegan said with a mocking look in his eyes, "Then what should I say? Thank you for letting me know myself. I should really thank you. I left before the game was over. Because of that, I would You don't have to make a fool of yourself in front of your family, if you still hope that I can go further on the right path, please encourage me, of course it's good to be indifferent now, at least this way I don't have to bear too much burden!"
After Degan finished speaking, he turned around and went upstairs, ignoring the astonished eyes of his family members. Degan felt a little childish when he said such words, but Bosque's performance today really hurt his heart.
But in any case, failure was failure, and the next day he got the news that Rimini did not have him on the loan list, and they selected Matri, and Roma Rigno, who replaced him in the second half.
When he heard the news, Degan didn't even feel anything. Rimini, such a small club, can't hide the real dragon.