Hope everyone will be better in the future._2

Why does everyone look at me?

Every pair of eyes looking at you is pressure and responsibility.

I've written about it in my books.

Being the protagonist is exhausting, when you see so many people looking at you, waiting for you to speak, you feel a responsibility that is truly wearying to the heart.

The protagonist in the book must be successful.

But I'm not.

I've failed many times, and every time I announce a new project has failed, the disappointed look in my girlfriend's eyes always twists my heart; I can't clearly tell her why I failed, I can only force a smile and tell her it's okay, this time I know what went wrong, next time it will definitely be better.

Once you choose to be the protagonist, you only have success.

Because when you fail.

You'll see so many disappointed looks, and those who criticized you at the beginning can't help but jump out excitedly and say, "See, I knew you couldn't do it."

I've seen this scene many times.

It always looks so glaring to me.