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Let's talk.

Yes talk. So far I've been going way too fast, I've been trying to not spend too much time talking about other things. Other things being Masimba. As I sit here, smoking and trying to catch the smoke in my hands, I remember. How, my affair with Masimba was as fleeting as this smoke. Or should I say as light. It was easy .

The dates had a simple cuteness to them, something only a guileless youth with social anxiety and overprotective parents could appreciate. And only an experienced man like Masimba could master. There was an imbalance to our relationship, like a scale tipping to the side. He had seen it all and even had it all. I was just breaking out of my egg, I was trying to swallow it all in a short space of time.