Do I Deserve What I Have?

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While having dinner I ended sitting next to Mary instead of Aquarina or my parents. Mostly because I wanted to speak with her about certain things. I felt slightly concerned about what she could had seen through my heart. I wanted to know if there was something there that could give me certain clues about myself. I had suddenly felt as if I didn't really deserved what I had, and this thought further increased as I began to think that I wasn't really someone without flaws, I guess I have many too.