I wish you had loved me enough

Lóng Wei woke up in the middle of the night and found out that Li Hua was sleeping peacefully. He quietly got out of bed, covering her with the quilt and putting her leg inside it. 

He went to the dressing chamber where the maidservant before dinner had brought the robe which he would regularly wear during the working hours in the Governor's office. It was a white silk robe with embroidery made from golden thread all over it. 

He stroked his hand over the robe and decided to visit the chamber where his mother used to live once. Although he didn't want to be in that place, it was important to go there. 

He picked up the robe and left for the eastern palace, where all the King's concubines' chambers were, after taking a key with him. His mother, Yu Jun's chamber was closed and used to be opened only on the day of her death anniversary every year. He walked through the corridors and clenched his right fist, which had a key in it.