Chapter 16

We went to a chicken cafe when we sat down, and ordered, top ordered some extra saying that three other people were coming.

Few minutes later in came Taeyang, Seungri, and Daesung, I got up and jumped in to Daesung's arms saying," I missed you oppa!" I than kissed him on the cheek and went back to my seat like I didn't just make a scene in the middle of a restaurant that my new boyfriend was in.

    Jiyong Top and Daesung laughed while Seungri and Taeyang looked shocked confused about why I was here and kissing Daesung .

I had texted  Daesung this morning as I was being bored in a bird cage,  that I agreed to be Jiyong's girlfriend he said that "Jiyong still has to share."I was hoping that meant my attention.

   The waitress came up to me and said, " this cafe is a no scene making cafe, if you're going to make a scene you have to pay the price." She than pointed at the little stage with a microphone and stool.

  I nodded reading the  sign over the stage saying no scene zone,  and asked "do you have a guitar?"  She went behind the counter and grabbed one of the prettiest acoustics guitar for me it was neon pink with neon green letters saying rock out.

I went on stage and said, "Hello I am Anna from  the girl group Angels I wi be singing threw the night."

My hands strummed the strings of the guitar lightly with the first word of the song as I sang I wanted to show the love I had for Jiyong with every sentence and touch of the strings.

       When I finished the guys stood up and clapped with the rest of the restaurant I took my bows waving at  everyone like I should they called for a  encore I sang the shape of you by Ed Sheeran this had everyone swaying to the music. 

A few of the younger customers were live streaming my performance so I put down the guitar and went behind the old school turn table plunged in my phone and did a back ground music for faint by Linkin Park than went All out with their song. The crowd was jumping even the older ones joined in rocking out the waitress looked impressed. I then slowed it down with one of our love songs.

   I gave the guitar back and went to the table a bunch of older men came up to me and asked if they could take pictures and get autographs I just smiled.

I saw Top stop Jiyong and the other guys from interfering I gave him a smile than signed every paper and took every picture. Thanking everyone of them for their support and telling them to look out for my solo debut a smile never leaving my sweaty face.

     I sat Down taking a wet nap out of my bag and cleaning my hands and a napkin to wipe the sweat off my face and neck,while the others looked at me in astonishment.

   Top asked," how do you do that? You sincerely appreciate them and smiled the entire time they where crowding you! Do you really enjoy all of that hand shaking and meeting new fans? Doesn't it bother you when they do that?"

I looked him in the eyes full on and said, "with out them I would be an Ordinary Girl being pimped out by my father and mother. I wouldn't have met you, or everyone here at this table, I wouldn't have the life that I have now, and I wouldn't be receiving the love that I have now. Your telling me, I shouldn't sincerely be happy when they come up to me?"

  This surprised him he seemed flustered  at what I had just told him he to relied with, " I thought your parents were just a rumor."

I shook my head and said, "everything KBS News said was true. They even sold me to Appa Jinyoung and than when I was kidnapped it was because they resold me to a drug dealer. I smile now because despite all of that, I am a survivor and I will Survive anything the world will throw at me."

Seungri and Taeyang both hugged me tightly in respect and said "yeodongsaeng(little sister) your our new role model!"

Seungri being the youngest  of the the five males looked at Top and Jiyong and asked who puppy dog eyes, "can we keep her?"

Jiyong grabbed me out of his hands cuddling me closer to him and said, "Ani she is mine I don't want to share."

Daesung tried to grab me but then I said, " if one more man tries to grab onto me I'm going to flip him and take away his manhood."

   They stopped squabbling when the food that just arrived I started to feed jiyong and myself since I was on his lap since he wouldn't let me sit in my seat.

   top and I didn't drink since he was on probation and ib had to drive everyone else but Jiyong who was my responsibility.

      I found the drunker Jiyong got the more handsy he got. I eventually got to go to my seat after he tried to take my top off in the cafe.

  After awhile I told top that we had to go since my place was closest I told him to follow me and just crash there.

He nodded and helped me get the guys in to the two separate cars. Jiyong and Taeyang got into Jiyong car with me I buckled them up and fished the keys out of jiyong' pocket I drove as safe as I could with two grown men groping me what was 1up with this group of men and getting hands when I drive them home. .

When I got home I let all of the slobbering  drunk men and top in. Top helped me put the men to bed than he said, "I am going to go home and grab everyone a change of clothes will you be alright?"

  I looked at the stairs and said, "they should be ok but I am stealing jiyong's car and getting some groceries at the night market for the morning and lunch I don't know how much food I have left in the house. Just a heads up  my Appa Jinyoung or you may know him as JYP lives here so if I am not back before you don't be surprised if he shows up." He nodded in understanding.

  I than gave him my door code to let himself in. I went back to jiyong's car and drove to the night market and bought everything I would need plus snacks and herbal drinks I knew I would have to make hangover soup in the morning.

  When I got home there was a package on my steps I picked it up and looked it was the costume I asked for she got me a maid out fit and feather duster I blushed  wondering why she didn't just bring it in and put it in my room.

  I laughed to myself than brought everything thing in. I heard my front door beep open in came top holding a stuffed gym bag he put it on the couch than helped me finish up putting the food away. He got to the costume bag before I could stop him he took out the package

I blushed than took it out of his hands and hurried up stairs putting the bag and all in my closet I looked over at my bed and Jiyong was sprawled on it.

   I got a pair of shorts and a tank top and went to my bathroom to do my nightly routine.

  When I finished I grabbed mine and Jiyong's discarded clothes and put them in the hamper I than helped Jiyong out of his clothes leaving his boxer's knowing that he got to hot at night.

I than grabbed the hamper and went to each room picking up all discarded clothes from the sleeping boys when I got to the one top was using I knocked and asked, "choiTOP oppa do you have any clothes that need to be washed?" He opened the door in his boxers I blushed and turned away out of respect and embarrassment. He put his clothes in the basket over my head than shut the door without a thank you I guess he was tired.

  I went downstairs and checked all pockets and wash details before throwing them in to wash I left all the whites out for the next load.

  I than went to my studio and started to record a new song by myself with my Guitar I was hoping to show the girls later and let them pick their parts they wanted to sing

When I was finished I went back into the control room and listened. I kept going back and forth until I got the right sound that I liked, I than started on another song I had been wanting to put on my solo album it was a little more hard than our usual pop stuff.

When I finished this one top came out of the corner startling me I clicked my heart in surprise than I  hit him and said "don't scare me like that!"

  He looked at me grabbed my hands stopping my assault  and stated, "know I understand you two. You get so caught up in the music you lose all sense of reality and you don't even notice your surroundings."

  I than looked around and saw Taeyang and Seungri in the room I blushed in a flush of embarrassment I than asked, "what time is it?"

         Taeyang smiled his dimples showing and said "noon are you not feeling hungry? You have been in here for hours working"

  I than remembered the wash and rushed out of the room leave three confused men behind wondering if they said something wrong.

I than ran to the laundry room and switch the laundry  over making sure there was no smell of mildew before putting it on to dry low heat.

I than put the whites on to wash as I was bending over a hand rubbed down my ass trailing the slit of my vagina.

I shot up hitting my head on the opening of the front facing washer landing on my back from the recoil Looking up I saw that it was Jiyong and Daesung laughing.

  I just laid there just letting them laugh at me. My head hurt really bad so waiting for it to subside before getting up, this was my plan.

   I than got annoyed and said," since my  being hurt makes you laugh I am not going to play with you tonight Jiyong. You can ask top what I had planned." I than pushed myself up and went to go get myself a ice pack.   The guys left to go talk to top and I finished the laundry.

     I than started lunch for the five cave men who were sitting at the table saying they where hungry I made them club sandwiches and with some side dishes

I took my sandwich upstairs and Finished editing in my control room by one o'clock I was done and brought my plate down stairs to wash.

  As I was washing all of the dishes Jiyong came be hind me and asked, "are you done today with work? Are you still upset with me chagiya? " I turned in his arms and went up on my tipsy toes and kissed his collarbone.

Hiding my feelings from him about him hurting my feelings they didn't even apologized bout causing me to hurt myself or laughing at me after, I held it down and said, "I wasn't mad a little annoyed but never mad yeobo."

He bent down and kissed me than said,"  you don't have to finish those Seungri will." Than he picked me up and put me over his shoulder yelling,"hey Maknae do the dishes she is not our maid you are."

He than took me to my room he than closed the door and asked, "do you love me?" I nodded yes he than stated, "if you love me than you need to understand you that you need to love my friends as if they are me, those four men are my heart in pieces just like you are a beautiful piece of my heart. If you want my whole heart you have to want them as much as me."

I understood where he was going with this but I needed to ask anyways,"are you telling me to treat them as my boyfriends too? Are you really OK with me having sex with them?" A tear slipped down and I asked my final question, "do you really want me to become your members whore?"

He looked down at me and stated, "what's wrong with that it's what your parents wanted for you anyways? At least it's just five men instead of a million."

I started to cry earnestly than he had broke my heart is this what he thought of me someone that was easy to manipulate?

I got up and went to my restroom closing and locking the door behind me my heart was broken he didn't love me.  I started to cry hard he started to bang on the door asking me to come out I refused than the rest of the men started to try and get me out, I refused. I just wanted to love one man who loved me was that so hard?

I took out my phone and sent him a message saying,

PrincessAnna: please leave and don't come back any of you. A real man that loves a woman would never have asked that of me.

I herd them leave one by one Seungri was the last to leave saying, "honestly if you were mine I wouldn't want to share like him."

I broke down my heart hurts I felt so used and dirty from his touches and his kisses and I called Mark I couldn't help it maybe he could make sense of it.

He answered after the second ring his low voice Rumbling threw the speakers "hello" my head was pounding from crying.

"can you come over please?" a sob was caught in my throat making it hard to speak normally.

In one sentence he is worried voice came ringing threw, "Anna are you ok?" I broke this was too much in one week.

In a barely audible voice I begged him, "please come over oppa I need you. I can't talk to Jackson he isn't even tempered like you. I am afraid to tell anyone else they might take it me wrong... I don't know just please come..."

I herd keys jingling in the background "I will have to bring someone with me is it ok?

A feeling of defeat hit me "OK Oppa I am in locked my bathroom the code is JYP's Birthday."

This sent him into a panic mode he started to freak out "wait why are you locked in your bathroom? Are you fucking ok!? I am on my way now! If anyone hurt you I will kill them.

    He hung up after yelling  to some random person in panic "get in the fucking car now or I am leaving your ass!"

    15 minutes later I heard him coming into my room yelling my name panic mode in full effect he was not going to calm down until he saw me.

I unlocked the door the now battered door but it was jammed I yelled," oppa it won't open it's jammed."

     "Stand back Anna I am going to kick it in, even though it looks like someone already tried." He said this than tried kicking it in than talked to someone saying, " if both of us use our shoulders it will open up. let's try at the same time."

   the two boys burst into the bathroom after one try. I ran up to Mark and gave him a  hug asking, "is all of big bang gone?" relief hitting me in waves upon seeing him.

He Hugged me tightly panic in his eyes subsiding he than looked me over for any injury I might have gotten saying, "they are gone, why what happened Anna?"

   I than saw a upset looking Xuimin and Rap Monster looked at them and said, "beer and soju is in the fridge and snacks in the cupboards. you two can't be in here when I tell him. I know he will be rational, he doesn't love me like you two, he only sees me as a friend not family."

They nodded while fidgeting not wanting to leave me alone but in the end they left shutting the door behind them.

       Mark and I sat on my bed and I told him what Jiyong wanted me to do the whole story and how I just locked myself in the bathroom to protect myself from showing how upset I was and about them trying to get me out by banging on the door.

    He looked at me and said, "it was probably the best decision you made sending those two out. Rap Monster just got back on good terms with you after what ever happened between you two, and Xuimin loves you like his favorite candy anyone hurts you he might kill them."

  I laughed than hugged mark thanking him for listening. He than gave me a piece of advice "next time don't give the cookie away before the relationship make the guy work for it show him that you have value other than your body. I am only telling you this after you helped me threw all those scandals that involved my ex friends from LA. You told me some thing I never for got. 'a real friend will not hurt you by tarnishing your name or career they will not use you to make a name for themselves either.'"

I Hugged him and asked," should I break up with him or just put my foot down. I still love him, and want to be with him."

He looked at me and asked," if he doesn't respect you now, then what makes you think he'll respect you later?

I got my phone out and called he picked up after the first ring his voice strained," Anna I am so sorry I didn't know what I was thinking asking that of you and saying that to you! Please speak to me Yeobo. I am so sorry!"

" Jiyong I don't think we are a good match I have to break up with you. I feel that you just don't love me like I love you. I am a selfish lover and only want one person that was you and only you. But I won't be the woman who breaks a on running friendship between 5 men that have been together for a very long time. so let's just break up." My heart broke with every word I said.

" you can't do this I won't let you leave me I need you! Anna I lo-" I hung up on him mark gave me another hug and said, "its soju time!"

       We the went downstairs to two anxious looking men brimming with curiosity. I went to my front door and I change my passcode, I than  message to Appa tell him that I changed it to the year he founded JYP entertainment and I told him that I changed my mind about jiyong.

I than grabbed some ice cream out of the icebox and spoon I got my big bowl and dumped the container in along with a bottle of soju I used my blender and blended it up the added chocolate and cherry's on top.

    The guy just looked at me like I was nuts I didn't care I sat next to mark and ate my ice cream, I than gave up and said, "I am single let me eat this without being judged please."

Rap Monster frowned and asked," what happened you were just happy yesterday? I think you just set the world record for the shortest relationship ever!"

   Mark looked at him and said, "you would have wanted her to break up with him too. Can I just tell them because I really want back up when I go and kill him."

I gave him a dirty look and said,"your the calm one be calm plus I am going to get CL after him."

     All the boy just shook their heads no Xuimin said, "when she found out you got kidnapped she went on a rampage she almost killed JYP for not protecting you. I would not wish her on my worst enemy. It took Mr. Lee and 4 bodyguards to get her off of him."

   They all gave a sudden Shutter in distaste I gave a bite to Mark he smiled and He tried to take the ice cream away. I got the extra spoon from my pocket and handed it to him so we could share the ice cream.

  Rap Monster asked, "so why did you break up?"  I want to tell them but one upset guy was enough.

       I looked at him and said, "you two don't need to know, I will tell you this I think I am done with guys for awhile. Maybe Fuck buddy's are my thing."

       Xuimin looked around trying to avoid this conversation as much as possible and said, "I am bored let's do something might play Truth or Dare or whatever."

We agreed on truth and dare I got the empty soju bottle and put it in the middle. I won rock, paper, scissors against everyone.

Spinning the bottle and it turned several times before landing on Rap Monster, "truth or dare?" he chose truth... I asked " what happened to all the videos? "

  He rubbed the back of his neck in embarrassment for what his members did and said, " I confiscated all of them they are now in my room locked up if you want them you can have them."

"I will take them and take it as your sincerity I am still disappointed in the other six. But I do forgive you since you didn't know until after." He gave me a hug then spun the bottle it went and landed on Xuimin. He than asked, "truth or dare hyung."