Then unconsciously, I bring my hand down to his crotch, but as soon as I feel how hard he is, he pulls away from the kiss and rushes off the bed...
As he stands he looks at me with a guilty but confused expression...
"I'm engaged to Lina, I don't think we should...."
Immediately, I feel like my heart is being ripped from my chest, but I just faked a smile...
"Oh, I understand"
"We can still be friends, right?"
I didn't want this to ruin our newly formed friendship, so I reply...
"Yes...friends"
As those words left my mouth, he turns around and walks out of the room, before he reaches the door, I ask...
"Where are you going?"
"I have something that I need to do"
"Oh, okay"
And he walks out.
I can tell he's lying but I guess he needs space from me, I mean I just kissed him, 'I KISSED HIM',
Holy hell, why did I do that?...
IN THE MORNING:
After laying in the bed for hours with tears rolling down my face, I finally get up and walk to the bathroom.
I wasn't able to sleep last night, so I waited for him, but he didn't come back. I called him a few times but he didn't answer, so I texted him and he read it, he just didn't reply, so I figured that he was ignoring me.
I stand in front of the bathroom mirror looking at myself-my eyes are red and a little puffy from the crying and not sleeping, my wounds are still not healed, and my body feels uncomfortable...
So I decide to take a shower and put on some new clothes.
A WHILE LATER:
I walk downstairs to see if jungkook came, but as I walk into the garage, his car isn't there...
Suddenly, I hear a grumble in my stomach, so I walk to look for the kitchen...
As I open the fridge, I realize it's empty, so I decide to order some breakfast to be delivered.
FIFTEEN MINUTES LATER:
"KNOCK"
"KNOCK"
"KNOCK"
"I'm coming"
I walk towards the front door from the living room...
I open the door to see a young man who seems familiar...
"Oh, Tae?" he comes closer, observing my face...
"TAE!!" he said while grabbing me and pulling me into a hug.
I quickly pull away...
"Umm...who are you?" I ask with a confused voice.
"It's me 'JIN'"
JIN? JIN?, OH MY GOD!!!
"JIN?"
I said remembering who he is...