ch 5. revelations

tae was avoiding kook as good as he could. the pain was still fresh but he had someone who lightend his moods. as often as he could tae met tristan at town. they walked, went to the movies, shared food and had fun. the first days they had a stalker, but kook gave up. he channeld his anger, broken heart and dissapointment into a sexuel frenzy. no girl was safe. he took every of them, who was willing, even the one he dispitsed.

and so was another maniac. joon didnt understand what was going on with his friends. he didnt know how to deal with them or what to do, besides he had somebody else on his mind.

hobi noticed yoongis behavior. he heard about his sexuell encounters and he knew it was to hurt him especially. and he was hurt, but hobi knew it was his fault.

jimin was on cloud nine. he enjoyed his moments with the stranger. they didnt fuck every time they met, they were nacked, but the need to just feel the other was more important than to fuck the brains out. and he loved the little surprises he got. but he struggelt with himself if he finally wanted to know the guy or keep that mysterious relationship going. jimin couldnt decide.

jins lovelive develope to something deep, even he sometimes wasnt sure about valeries motives, but for now he was happy.

jimin was in town to grab a coffee and do some shopping. when he turned with his coffee around he bumped into someone. "oh sorry!" "nothing happen" jimin glanced up to the guy. he smiled and wanted to get going, but he got stopt by the guy. "where u going jimin?" jimin looked surprised. "u know me?" "of course." "okay.... i have things to do. sorry again. bye" the guy grabed jimins hand. "not so fast. i thought we should talk" "why?" but the guy didnt respond and pulled him to one of the small tables. jimin was alarmed. "what u want from me?" he hissed at the guy. "i thought u wanted to see my face" jimin froze. "u...hmm....u saying u are....." the guy smiled and noded. "i am. i am the one who u met in the dark. first at the party at valeries, bathroom, than last time, 2 days ago to be precise we kissed at our new favourite spot. the old storage room on the second floor." jimins mouth fell open, he looked shocked by this revelation. "its u!" the guy smiled. "yeah, and i am leland by the way."

joon was humming and jumped away when a crying girl almost ran him over on her way out of yoongis room. than another door crasht open and another girl, pissed this time, stormed out of kooks room. joon stood there and shook his head. he really had to talk with these guys. something had to be done. this cant get going on.

"so whats wrong with u two fuckers?" he pulled kook by his ear into yoongis room. "sit down" he shoved him to yoongi on the bed. the boys looked annoyed and to diffrent places. they didnt wanna talk. joon sighed frustrated. he pulled a chair and sat down on it. "listen u fuckers. i dont know why u fucking around like two rabbits, but this has to stop. or u get kicked out from the school." he scubed closer and leand on his ellbows on his thighs. he looked angry at his friends. yoongi and kook looked down, still didnt talk. "i met someone." joon revaeld. his friends looked surprised. "i think i loved him for a long time, but never let it into my mind, or acepted it." "him???" kooks eyes were wide open. yoongi didnt look diffrent. "its jimin" joon almost whispered and as he predicted his friends shoot up and yelled at him. "jimin? the one we bullied?" "the little thing is gay???" joon stood up too and yelled his friends down. "sit down, shut up and listen." yoongi and kook fell down on their asses again. joon sighed again and sat down. he told everything, how he lured jimin into this strange relationship, their encounters and that jimin hadnt a clue of joon was the stranger. after some silence yoongi mumbelt something. "hm?" joon asked. "hobi and i were together, until i found out that he cheated on me." now joon and kooked were surprised. "how the fuck could u two dated right in front of our eyes and we didnt noticed?!" kook looked angry. "because we were really good in hiding. and i loved him, i really loved him...." he blinked mulimal times to get the water in his eyes away. he didnt want to cry infront of his friends. "okay, looks like everyone is confessing today...i had an affair with taehyung." "had?" joon asked calmly. now he understood their behavior the last few weeks. the ups and downs of their moods. he only felt sad, that nobody came to the other to get comfort when they were hurt. "he broke it off....and now he is seeing tristan from town.....and i dont know why this is hurting me so much...." kooks tears fell down uncontrolably. yoongi who could feel kooks pain put his arm around him. "looks like u love him kook. its obvious" joon stated. "cant be! i am not gay. i cant .... i just cant!" "why dont u admit the truth? u are head over heels for him and u gonna loose him if u deny it longer." "since when u are the expert on this matter? u cant even show your identity to jimin, cause u are afraid that he wouldnt like that its u." kook spat. joon shoot up from his seat again. he was close to punsh kook, but contained himself. he turned around and shoved his hands into his pockets. "i will show him my face, i will tell him that its me. and i am willing to acept every outcome of it. just for your information." he stated. all three looked at each other. now that they know the truth they didnt know how cope with all.

hobi wanted yoongi back. he missed him so much. hobi made up his mind, he had to find out why he cheated on his love, he had to find out why it was so easy to do it, when i felt so strongly for yoongi. before he didnt find these answers, he couldnt work it out with yoongi. hobi had plans.

leland was great, jimin had hearty eyes. finally he had a face to the body and hands he liked so much. but something was bothering him, he just couldnt put his finger on it. they strolled chatting back to the school, leland held his hand the whole time. "so why didnt u reveal yourself to me?" "dont u think this was hot? i mean the unknown? the fucking in the dark? we were pretty wild!" leleand laught. jimin was weird out. why was he talking about the fucking and not what they felt the last few times? what he whispered into his ear, when they held each other tight? why was his speech obscene when his hands were the opposite? yeah the first few times they had sex he talked more dirty, but since they let their emotions in, he never lost any of these words into their meetings again. he only used sweet words, aluring, true and loveble words which jimin loved to hear. something was odd.

they entered jimins floor. "thank u for acompining me here. i need some time on my own" jimin softly stated and wanted to open his room. "come on sweety, let us do it for ones in the light!" leland orderd. jimin was shocked. he turned "i am not in the mood now. as i said i need some time" leland grabed jimins arm. "but i want u NOW" "let me go!" leland ignored him and pushed him inside. "get out of my room!" jimin yelled. leland showed an ugly smile. "why? we fucked so many times. and i want u now again." jimin shook his head. "but i dont. if u touch me than thats rape!" leland laught. "if i made u come again and again, than it isnt" "what is your nickname for me?!" "huh? what?" "what is the nickname u always say to me?" jimin demanded. leland thought for some moments. "babyboy. why u asking?" jimins tears ran over his cheeks. he got betrayed.

joon went to the canteen to get some snacks, when he overheard some guys "yeah! imagine that! the little jimin is a slut for cocks! leland heard and saw him several times fucking around with somebody from the school! and he planed to fuck jimin too. yeah he planed for today! he said he will make videos, so we can watch it too!" joon was furious! he ran to jimins room. he yanked the door right open when jimin asked for the nickname.

"babyboy. why u asking?" "because its not that!" both were surprised. "what are u doing here? get out!" "no. u will leave now. or i will destroy your chance to have sex again ever." joon looked really pissed. he put himself between leland and jimin. jimin was confused. why of all was joon here and protected him against leland? leland smirked. "if u wanna have a piece of his ass, be my guest, but u have to wait until i am done with him." joons punsh hit him hard. joon pulled him up by the shirt and pants. "please open your door jimin" jimin snaped out of his shock and opend it hurriedly. joon just threw leland out and closed the door behind. he panted and turned to jimin, he grabed his neck and pulled him into a tight hug. "shshshsh everything is okay now. he is gone" jimin just noticed now that he was shaking. he huged back. "i am so sorry monchichi" jimin froze and pulled away to see joons face. "what did u just say?" "that i am sorry?" "no after" joon just looked at him. he looked down after some seconds. jimin stept back. "its u! u!!! how...what....fuuuuck...U?!" he stept back until he sat on the bed. joon glanced at him. he walked hestitantly closer. "i know i am the last person u expected...but i really ment what i said to u. everything. u are my monchichi. i left u flowers and balloons in your room and your favourite cake. and some notes.....i let u think about it. just let me know" he turned and walked to the door. "stop! stay" joon turned around. "u want me to stay?" jimin noded. "i want u next to me. i dont want any explanation today, but tomorrow u will answer all my questions" joon noded. he came to jimins bed. "what u want me to do?" jimin layed down, he tapped on his side. joon layed down too. "can u hold me? like the other times?" "absolutly" he wraped his arms around jimin. immidiatly jimin felt safe again. his body recognized the other, the smell, the feel of the hands. yes, jimin was certain, this was the stranger and the stranger happend to be joon. "kiss me?" he softly asked. joon smiled and did what he was asked. the kiss got more passionate, their hands trailed under the clothes. jimin wanted to feel joon more, he pulled on joon shirt. joon chuckelt. "u really wanna do that?" he whispered. jimin noded fastly. "get out of your clothes! i need to feel u" joon sat up and undressed himself, jimin did the same, their lips conected again.

kook took a walk outside. he needed fresh air to clear his head. he knew that joon made a point. he was head over heals for tae. kook just never aknowledge it. he always liked girls, he always fucked girls. and than he fucked tae, a guy like him. and he liked it, no..... he loved it. he loved taes body, he loved taes hands, he loved this gorgeous smile, he loved the wonderful face, the sound of his laugh, the sound of his whimpers and moans. he couldnt get enough of it. he loved everything. he loved tae. kook froze in his steps. SHIT! he loved tae.