THREATENED EMOTIONS!

"Xian Xian, he went there on his own and accepted his fault. What do you expect the principal to do? He has to take actions against Juju. Have you seen that girl's condition? She lost consciousness and most importantly she was 2 month pregnant Xian'er. Hitting a pregnant girl is a crime. Hitting someone is not acceptable. It is crime Xian'er, Why don't you understand?"

Earth was shattered because the moon confessed his doings and knowing about Ah lam's pregnancy was the biggest shock they all got that time. The first thing principal and her parents thought was Tang Xian was the father of her baby but when Song Jun confessed, he told everything that happened there. He told the principal that Ah lam was forcing herself on Tang Xian. Everyone's first doubt on Tang Xian vanished because of Song Jun but still, the pure soul didn't knew the actual result of his confession that time.

Listening to his mama talking to the principal on subjects which he won't have a single idea, thinking to himself about his Earth. Moon was standing near the door of the office. His mother, who was trying hard to make principal understand what must have happened was literally into tears and he was quietly standing near the door, thinking about his Earth's attitude towards him and Earth who sat outside shattered in the thoughts of his Moon's future. What will happen to himself? Was never a question which came to Earth's mind not it came to Moon's mind.

"How could he do that???

How could he say that he hit her out of rage because he saw her kissing his big brother???

How can you just go and say the truth without knowing about the consequences of telling truth???

What am I supposed to do now Judi???

What should I do, to not let anything comes to you, Judi???

What to do to save your name, Judi???

Tang Xian's hands held his crying face into them as he fell on his knees in front of his mother.

"Xian Xian, what happened?? Why are you crying like this?? Xian nothing is going to happen to Judi. You know your baba is also inside. He will not anything happen."

Her words got cut off when Tang Xian held her tight in his embrace before letting out all his emotions.

"Mama, this is all my fault. It has nothing to do with my Judi. He is innocent, he..he didn't even know what is going on??

Mama save my Judi, please mama. I promise I will do everything you will ask me to do. I will never complain about anything in this life.

I will never look at him again for my whole life. I will go away from him for forever. I will never call him again. I will never hear from him again.

I will do everything to stop loving him, mama. Help me. Help me, mama. Help him. Save him, mama. Ah lam will show those pics to everyone mama. She will destroy my Judi's life..."

His folded hands and constant babbling told the seriousness of their situation. Everything was getting out of their control and that was making him more vulnerable to life situations.

Soon she found him breathing heavily and face completely red like blood.

"Xian Xian what happened?? Oh god, Xian Xian listens to mama okay. Nothing is going to happen, Judi. Listen to me."

But all Tang Xian could see and listen was his innocent Judi's laughter, which he used to hear after his stupid joke. For jokes, he used to get innocent laughter from his Judi.

And then everything blackened around his eyes. His Judi's smiling face slowly went out of his sight just like his laughter left singing into his ears.

Then another picture took the place of it. The crying face of his Judi haunted his heart like a black ghost. His breathing started to feel like labour. He tried to breathe but it got heavier and heavier.

And as soon as Judi's image turned blur as he ran towards the principal's office like a crazy person.

"It was all my fault, sir. It has nothing to do with Song Jun sir. Please let him go, sir, please."

His plead was accepted directly, looking into his situation. His laboured breathing somehow managed, to get on track when he felt people around him listened to him.

"Xian'er, are you okay my child??"

Tang Jianmin asked Tang Xian looking into his eyes and soon understood the situation was not that simple which he thought but before he could ask anything about it Song Jun said in an angry voice.

"Xian ge is lying. He just wants to save me, that's why he is saying all this nonsense. He doesn't love her and when she was kissing him, in that storeroom he was crying when that bitch..."

SLAP

A sound echoed in principal's office and everyone came out of their trances, as the shock of it was unbearable for everyone who knew who slapped the younger one.

His Earth slapped him for telling the truth.

It was his Earth who taught him to tell the truth.

It was his learning to always speak the truth.

Then what happened Earth?? Why you don't want your Moon to speak the truth??

"Sir, I want to confess something to you. Can you please send him home first? I want to tell everything that happened."

Earth turned to the principal but soon her arm got pulled by the force of hand.

"Xian ge I hurt her. Why you want to take the blame on yourself?"

Earth turned to him with eyes vomiting fire in them.

"GO HOME JUDI...WHAT DO YOU WANT NOW, MY LIFE? WILL YOU LISTEN OR NOT?"

Moon shivered from the core of his soul. His Xian ge was so angry on him that he even hit him. His Xian ge was changed now.

His heart and mind were are at war. His heart wanted him to trust his Xian ge but his mind was pulling him to the furthest corner of the world where his Xian ge was nowhere to be seen.

With heavy heart, tears in his eyes Moon dragged his lifeless body away from his Earth which was his life. His Soulbound.

That was the first attack of threatened emotions on his innocent mind, which pushed him for the first time to the darkest abbeys of agast, agony, rage.

Lee Carman saw the emotions of Tang Xian held his hands for his support and gesture Tang Jianmin to take care of Song Jun.

"Xian Xian, you are okay?? You have to be strong. I am here with you. I will not let anything go wrong."

And she shivered under the tight hug of her most favourite person in the world. His hug and tears told her all the emotional trauma he was going under and her heart skipped a bit.

"Xian Xian, This time I won't let anything happen to him. I promise you Song Bai he will live. He will live well. I will take care of him till he will get old enough to understand your sacrifice. Do you believe me, Xian'er? Your aye will do everything to save him. She will never let him get away from you. I promise. I promise, Xian. I promise, my Bai'er!"

Her words were enough for him to survive his hard days only loving his Moon.

"Sir, I am sorry but everything happened because of my mistake. I want to confess everything."

His confession made everything easy for others to make decisions on behalf of two. After checking all the facts school concluded that the girl and Tang Xian both needed the psychiatrist.

Yes, for saving Judi he needed a psychiatrist.

For making Judi his life he needed a psychiatrist.

For loving Judi he needed a psychiatrist.

The irony of the situation was that Tang Xian thought he was saving his love from getting hated by everyone out there but does he know, all his love wanted was get loved by only him, not by anyone in this world

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"This principle is sick, he needs a psychiatrist and he is asking us to take Tang Xian there. How could he do this?? He is totally out of his mind..."

"Jingtong stop getting angry. Don't we know how our society is? For them, this is not love but sin. We can't do anything for it...Right now all I want is the safety of our boys. We have to leave this place as early as possible. If this news gets spread anyhow our boys will need to pay the price to love each other."

When Lee Carman said it to Zhang Jingtong, she looked at Lee Carman in disbelief.

"How can you say that? That bastard principal called our Xian Xian mad and you are saying that we need to run away from them."

But as soon as she started to justify her point, Lee Carman interjected which gave goosebumps to Zhang Jingtong,

"Song Ziteng is coming back tomorrow. All I want my Song bai to live through this life happily. I won't be able to see him dying again in front of my eyes."

The silence of all emotions, other than fear raised in everyone's mind. What they were thinking, about handling the situation of Tang Xian and Song Jun's school was changed into saving their life.

"Let me take him somewhere else Jingtong, let us save their life first. Sing Ziteng's friend asked him to join his business in Korea. I was opposing him but I think we must go now."

Tears started to roll down from the eyes of Lee Carman, gaze fixated on Judi's room door...The feets automatically turned to his room and eyes met with the sleeping silhouette of her heart.

Judi was sleeping peacefully after crying for the whole day, unaware of the situation going around everyone's life but she realised something on his face which made her go near him to check on him.

"Xia... Xian ge...didi loves you...Don't leave your didi...didi will die..."

Those were the words, he was saying in his deep sleep, maybe seeing the nightmare which would have broken after touching of sunshine to those eyes but the harsh reality of his life was waiting for him to get up and then give him nightmares which will never break for all his life.

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Hey dear readers loving someone doesn't mean, you will always get what you want. loving someone also called a sacrifice of things which we have for the person we love.

Tang Xian sacrifices his reputation in everyone's mind and even got the label of a mentally unstable kid, for his one and only Judi and Song Jun who confessed his fault to everyone knowing that he will get punishment for hitting that girl only the definition of his punishment was wrong. This is what I call love, what do you think? Please let me know.