She couldn't even call her mother to check up on her, because she has been banned not to. Not to check up on her, not to visit her and not to even think about her. It was like her mother had asked her to think she was dead.
Eun-Sun felt like eyes were tearing up but she wouldn't let a tear drop. She has vowed never shed a tear anymore, but sometimes after piling up so much emotions even the strongest of us breaks down. Eun-Sun told herself this wasn't the place or time to loosen up. This was one of the reasons why she stayed away from alcohol.