The girl couldn't control the emotions raging inside of her, everything she felt on that day.
She was angry, extremely so, she felt lost.
Ever since she saw the young man who brought chaos and uncertainty into her heart on that island, she had swore a vow to herself - that she had to settle the troubl in her heart at all costs.
As instructed by the witch, she ate the wolf organs provided to her piece by piece. Even though she was disgusted by the taste, she quickly shoved her grievance down to the gutter. She continued to eat, no matter how sickened she was.
All for one sole reason, to regain her own self!
As she went on the practice, she could feel her strength increase drastically and exponentially. But ever since she consumed the wolf organ, she had not been able to return to her human form.