Too Far

After what happened to Win and Bright that night.

Bright started to notice that he texting and calling Win more than his girlfriend now. Just feel off if he didn't texting him for a whole day, well it might be because that everyday they've always been together during the shoot.

But not only Bright act like that, Win is the same maybe even worst. He responded to everything Bright talk to him and strangely he enjoyed those flirting words from Bright.

Although they used to those flirting now, they're not moving further into the next level of their relationship. Doing some skinship is still acceptable for them but to repeat that night "accident" which happened at Win's condominium is need a bit consideration for them now as both of them are now falling into their own thought about this unclear relationship.

"You want some drink?" Bright sit next to Win

They are on the set location for the incomplete scenes and today will be the last day of filming days.

"Hm? I've got this" Win playing game on his phone not looking at Bright

Although this is will be the last day of shooting, they will still have a lot things to do after this such recordings, shoot for advertising and many more things which requires them to be together.

Bright phone's is ringing as someone calling

Looking at his phone screen, Bright secretly glancing at Win who still immerse himself to the game. Walking away from Win to take the call but Bright didn't realize that Win also takes a glance at him after he walk away.

Back to where Win sat before, Bright can't find Win there.

Bright walk around and end up at the room where everyone just resting.

"Bright come here.... let's try this together" Gus shows the foods on the table

Bright joining the other and chit chat while eating, meanwhile his eyes still rolling around to find Win.

Until the break time is over, Win still out of the sight.

"Anybody see Win?" Bright is now getting ready for the last takes

"Is not that him?" Gun pointing at someone behind the director

Bright walks to Win, no words come out after he reach Win.

"Let's do some practice before the camera ready" Win sitting with his script on the hands

"Okay" Bright sit with him and they did practicing before the real takes.

Fortunately, both of them is professional with the work, put aside the ego and immerse themselves again into the character of Sarawat and Tine.

"Okay....cut!!" The director shout "and that's a wrap!!!" He stands and gave applause to Bright and Win who are hugging each other now.

Everyone's say their gratitude and congrats to the crews and actors, hugging each other and give compliment for their hard work. The last day of the shoot is ended very late in the midnight, even though they looks tired but also relieved that this big obstacles is now over.

In the middle of everyone celebrating and packing the equipment, there is Bright and Win still holding hands.

"Good job phi..." Win say his compliment to Bright

"You too Win...good job...and thanks a lot for your help during our shooting" Bright pull Win body into his embrace

Without being concerned surrounding by those crews and actors they share hug, silently and calming hug.

Both of them talking with eyes closed, with their head leaning on each other shoulder.

"Thanks for keeping up with my personality...thanks for being my big supporter...I don't know what will I be if it's not you" Bright continue his words

"Thanks for your hard work phi...thanks for lending me your shoulder to rest...thanks for being able to deal with my witty"

The atmosphere around them is so calming, even those who surround them just walk pass by them or some just patted their shoulder while their hugging position unchanging.

Last thing they did is taking pictures with the whole crews and actors and everyone bid their goodbyes after packing their belongings.

That's how that night end.

********

Three days later

No text no call from Bright and Win just got message from Phi Champ the director of 2gether series

"Can you come to the office today? I need you to retake the voice recording for some part... You can come around 11 "

"Okay, I will be there" Win reply

Continue enjoying his morning coffee, Win goes to Instagram and his finger dragging him to open those pictures of Bright posts until that one picture of Bright with his girlfriend.

Nothing really happen in Win's heart seeing this picture but why is his finger stops moving, nothing to see in this picture but just two hands holding.

He puts the phone on the table and go take a shower.

"Don't feel it you stupid!! Didn't you know he has girlfriend since the start...he is your work partner okay...not your lover okay... put aside your stupidity, those warming feeling you get when he hug you, when he kissed your lips...those just for work okay Win, just work...you and him just work partners nothing else.

Win monologue under the runningless shower.

At GMMTV office, it happened that Bright also there to do the same voice recording with Win.

"Hi...how are you? Had a nice break days?" Phi Champ welcoming Win

"Yes phi... it's nice but lonely hahaha I miss the crowd"

"Hi...you also here? Are we going to do it together?" Win act so casually, sitting next to Bright

"How are you doing? Enough playing game? No get tired yet?" Bright teasing him because he knows that Win would play game until dawn during off days.

"Look at yourself na phi Bright...you also playing until midnight" Win return the complaining

"Hahaha....feel good to hear you guys enjoyed your day off, well let's start" Phi Champ gave the script and show the the part they should working on.

Casually they working with phi Champ instructions. During voice recording they sometimes look at each other eyes and the awkwardness is there.

To avoid the awkwardness, Win focus on his script and the feelings when recordings.

After almost 2 hours recording

"Okay! That's all...thanks so much for both of you, oh...you guys going to be busy next week with those recordings shows right? "

"Yes phi...they haven't give the schedule yet but it will be within next week" Bright answering while his fingers busy typing on his phone

"Okay....Phi Champ I have to go now, phi Bright see you later. Thanks for today phi...bye" Win already with his bag and going out from phi Champ room.

"Win wait....!" Bright is calling him, walking side by side now " Going somewhere else after this?"

"Not really..."

"Let's go eating... I know a nice place"

"Well... Okay then" Win agree to have lunch with Bright

During their filming days, there is such a pressure that keeping their chemistry high but now after the filming end their chemistry seems slowly faded as the awkwardness rising.

Bright realised it can be bad for their upcoming work so he initiated to have more time with Win.

Ordering the foods done, while waiting for the foods Bright took out his phone

"Let's take selfies" he playfully hold Win hands with his face stay to look at the phone screen

Tring!

One incoming messages notification showing on the screen in the middle of their taking selfies

"It's from his girlfriend"

Win eyes could not avoid the notification.

Bright slide the messages notification instantly but he knows that Win must saw it. Bright notice a slight changing in Win face but not so sure.

"Let's take selfies with my phone too" Win change the mood into cheerfully

"Sure!"

They've just take 2 selfies then Bright phone on the table is vibrating. Must be a call from someone.

"Sorry I have to take this call first"

"It's okay" Win nodding

Bright walk a bit farther from their table and talking with such a serious tone.

The foods coming but Bright still on the phone call. To shoo away his boredom Win takes picture of the foods and share them on his Instagram.

"Win..." Bright is back

"Yes phi?"

"I'm so sorry....something urgent comes up....can I....." Full of guilty he speaks

"Ah... You should go then. It's okay I can packed the foods if can't finish them" Win cut Bright words before he finish

"Win I'm so sorry"

"Phi it's okay ha ha... Go faster"

"See you later Win... I will call you later"

"See you phi"

Reluctantly Bright leaving, it doesn't feel right for him to leave Win after dragging him out here but the one who call was his girlfriend and she is asking Bright to pick something that she couldn't do right now.

Bright is now busy between prioritizing his girlfriend, his work which requires the balance of his chemistry with Win.

Nothing wrong with his girlfriend, she is fully understand that Bright has to do those things for work but the problem now, Bright feeling is growing to the guilty for both his girlfriend and Win.

"I should make it clear with Win...I will go to his condominium tonight and have a talk with him"

That's what Bright think.

Although they made an agreement before but because that feeling keep changing ways since they through a lot now, he want to make sure and hear what the other party think

*****

Win is laying down on his bed when an incoming call appears on his phone screen.

"Hallo....yes phi?"

"Can I come to your home tonight? I want to talk"

"Huh?...well, I'm at home, just come then"

"Okay" Bright end the call

Ting tong! The door bell ringing

"Wait what the hell?! Is he here already?"

Win hurriedly go to the door and see who is coming

"Phi... You've been there all the time?" Win surprised

"No... I'm just arrived and just wanted to make sure you want to meet me tonight" Bright came in with something on his hands.

"Have a seat.....you want some drink?" Win walking to the kitchen with Bright following him and sit at the kitchen bar

"I bring this... let's drink this" he puts that something he hold on the table and open the wrap

"Oh wow a whiskey...did you buy that somewhere? Ha ha ha....are you sure to drink that with me? You drive here? Don't blame me if you passed out here"

Win got two lowball glass and put them on the table. Opening the bottle and pour the liquid until half glass.

"Cheers!"

"Cheers!"

First shot went fast

"So...what is that you wanted to talk with me?" Win asking while take a ship of his drink, looking at Bright face which he almost forgot this boy in front of him is almost a part of him for so many days during the filming, just like twins they inseparable.

His thick eyelashes, eye brows and those kissable lips.

Win move his eyes to his glass, doesn't want to make it so obvious.

"Win....what do you think about us now?" Bright starts with heavy questions which makes Win paused, quite shocking

"Me? About us? Ha ha ha " Win takes more ships of his drink "Well what else...work partners of course"

What with this sudden questions? Is he alright? What is his purpose doing this?

Win answered with his logic without dramatise about their relationship. Even though he also wonder how Bright feels about them now

Stopped his eyes on Win eyes, Bright can see that Win is not so comfortable with the question

"I'm sorry....." He pour more drink to his glass and drank it at once, seems like Bright is also nervous, he doesn't dare to stare at that sparkling eyes so long

"Is something happened?" Win calming his tone, his heart beat suddenly fastening like he doesn't want to hear any shocking news from Bright, like break up with his gf because it will goes to other way if he said so.

"No... it's just me" Bright keep on drinking after another pouring, his face is red now but his looks still fine with him keep looking at the glass

"Win...did you feel hurt when I talk with my gf?"

Deeggg!!!!

Feels like Win heart will drop from it place right now.

"...."

Just silent between them

Then Bright reach Win's hands, hold them tight with their eyes now lock. Win avoiding Bright eyes but Bright reach his face and hold it to keep looking forward to his eyes.

"Win....I feel hurt seeing you act weird when I had to do something related with my gf...I can see it from your expression, I don't know but I feel stuffy in here " Bright place Win hands on his chest , he just confessing right away although at first he just intended to know what Win feels about them but here he is end up confessing, maybe some side effects from their drink.

"I don't know either.... I think we should stop drinking.... You're drunk" Win still on his normal state because he doesn't drink as much as Bright, he doesn't want to talk with someone drunk.

Win know that Bright might confessing his true feeling right now, people say their true feeling when they're drunk but Win think he won't able to talk about what will comes next, he doesn't even sure about his feeling yet.

Win release his hands from Bright hands and stand up from his seat to clear up the table, they finished almost all the Whiskey now.

Bright look down at his feet, still holding his glass which still full from his last pouring.

"I just want to know what you feel about me...."

Pausing from cleaning the table, Win not able to look at Bright either, his chest is pounding hard.

I don't understand you at all Bright, how am I supposed to answer that questions when I'm not even able to tell whether I like you or just because we're always under those circumstances. Plus you still in relationship... What will I be if I able to answer your questions.

Win slowly move his hand to reach Bright glass so he won't drink that last shot but Bright catch his hands.

"Can you please say something to me Win? So I know how to act in front of you.... Can we just settle something so we know how to act next to each other?"

Now Bright face is red than before, his eyes also red whether it from drunk or sobing.

"I won't answer with you tonight... You already drunk. Lets talk other day" Win one more time released his hand from Bright, pour that last whiskey into the sink and leaving Bright alone at the kitchen bar and go to his room.

After minutes he back with towel and some clothes on his hands

"It's already midnight and you will not able to drive, too dangerous...go wash up and just stay here for tonight" he place those in front of Bright then go back to living room to wait for Bright to wash up and also to make sure that Bright not insisting on driving home tonight.

Actually Win can just call those online taxi for Bright but he is a celebrity and how if he do something bad in the taxi. So best way is let him stay and go home tomorrow when he feels better.

No sound from the kitchen, Win walks to check on Bright and there he passed out at the kitchen bar.

"Phi...Bright.... Don't sleep here, go wash up first" Win try to wake him up  but after seeing no movement, Win shook Bright arm "Phi Bright... You can't sleep here!" Lifting his body from the seat to the sofa

In the middle of helping the big body walking to the sofa, Win feel Bright hand moving from holding the shoulder to his neck to his nape

"Phi Bright stop it..." While still walking he grab Bright hand and continue held the hands until they reach the sofa.

Plop..!

Win throw Bright big body to the sofa

"Eehh?!!"

Win being pulled by Bright hands and fall along with him to the sofa. Fast as light, Bright grabbed Win face and kiss him on the lips.

"Phi stop!" Win pressed Bright and move away from him "You are drunk phi..."

Bright let Win away but still holding his hand.

"I know I'm drunk...I want to know why everytime I'm drunk, I will start thinking about you, I hate that feeling but since our first kiss in your car that day, I dreamt more about us than my girlfriend... I'm sorry Win just leave me for now, I might end up doing something to you if I keep talking about this" this time Bright let Win hand go

Win calming his pounding heart just how many times will this man confessing to him tonight. If he wasn't drunk, Win might jump to his embrace already by now and kiss him with all his might.

Silently Win turn his body to Bright who still laying on the sofa looking at him.

Squats right next to Bright face, softly caring his messy hair, wiping his little sweats. He did that softly that his every touch makes Bright high but Bright didn't dare to do anything, he just wait for Win.

"Phi...." Win touch Bright's lips "I think we're now too far from where we should be..." He kiss Bright on the lips slowly, stay their lips sealed but no further movement from both of them, just the warm, soft and wet feeling from each other lips.

After stayed  like that for a while, Win depart his lips from Bright's lips and go to his room.