A part of Lanis

Beau

I open my eyes and I am back in the room, in his arms. 

I saw him in my dreams but it felt so real. I don't know how long I was out but I want to go back to that world where he is awake. I don't want this world where he is covered in bruises and lifeless. 

Do the right thing. 

His words come into my head as I turn to look at him. He wants me to do the right thing, which just means that being in his room, twenty-four-seven is the wrong thing.

I thought the right thing was to stay with him, but he says it is to leave.

I wish I could make him wake up. Make him see that I am not going anywhere, even though that is what he wants me to do. It is hard for me to just walk away from him right now but if I don't, I know that he will never forgive me. 

Lanis would not want me to suffer like this. 

I have to do the right thing.