I need some time

I woke up and freshened up myself.

I came back and flopped onto the couch.

I remembered what happened. And today we have practice.

"~Love is in the air~" Lisa came singing.

"First, you dont call it live. We just kissed." I said.

"Yesterday you felt full happy. What is wrong with you today?" She asked.

"I don't know if what I'm doing is right." I said worried.

"We've gotta go. For now just forget everything. We'll talk about it later."

I nodded and left for practice.

I went over to the room and was stopped by Hyun-ae blocking my way.

I pushed her and walked inside.

I kept thinking on how to avoid Jimin.

Suddenly, someone put their leg and I tripped. Probably it was her.

I shut my eyes tight and was ready to take the pain.

I felt a pair of warm hands holding me.

I opened and saw Jimin. He was so close to me and I didn't know what to do but just stare at his beautiful pair of eyes.

"You're ok?" He asked.

"Yeah." I came back to reality and stood up.

Jimin looked at Hyun-ae and said,

"Just stay away from her. Or else you'll face it." His tone was different.

He grabbed my hand and took me to the other room.

I placed my bag down and was warming up. It was silent. We didn't talk anything.

"Hey guys." Eun said. I peeped to see if sori was coming but she was nowhere to be seen.

"Sori won't be joining us today cause she's not feeling well. Tomorrow she'll be coming." He said.

"First, as usual rehearsal." He said.

"Eun, can we know the song?" I asked.

"Sorry, I forgot to tell it. It's 'Senorita' by Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello." He said.

"Ohk." I said and stood there.

He played the song and we danced. We kept looking at each other.

We couldn't stop looking at each other.

Looking at him, all I could see was yesterday's incident.

I kept missing steps in middle. I couldn't focus on the dance. I was only thinking about Jimin and is it right that I kissed him back?

"Y/n, are you fine? You're look like not focused." Eun asked.

"No I'm fine. Its nothing." I said and let out a heavy breath.

"Ok let's learn the next step." He said.

He was teaching but I couldn't concentrate. I was mentally absent but physically present. I don't know what was wrong with me.

I got up and said,

"I'm sorry. But I'm not feeling well. I just... I'll leave. Thank you." I left.

I felt bad for my behaviour.

I went to my room and sat at the corner of the bed.

I was never like this before. What went wrong?

"Y/n." Jimin came.

I didn't reply anything. I just looked at the floor.

"Y/n what happened?" He asked. I still didn't reply anything.

"Was it real?" It blurted out.

He kneeled down and lifted my head.

"I know you're thinking about yesterday. Come with me." He grabbed my hand and took me somewhere.

It was a park kinda place. There was no one around.

He stopped and looked at me. I just stood silent and looked confused at him.

"Jimin, what are we doing here?" I asked.

"Jimin, come on and tell me....." before I could finish he kissed me.

"Y/n, you'll get all your answers soon." He said and held my hand and walked.

It was quiet. I didn't understand what was going on.

What if he didn't mean it?

I just put my thoughts aside and waited until we reached.

"Come." He said.

It was a table for two with some food.

I just sat down without asking anything.

"Now at least tell me." I said.

"What do you want to know?" He asked.

"Really?! Don't do this with me." I said.

"Ok. I didn't tend to kiss you that night. But I felt something for you. The kiss was something I wanted to do after I get approved from you. But it took place before.

Y/n, I don't know from when and why, but I have a thing for you. I really like you. Not because we have the same taste, but because of you. I don't know what else to say." He said and looked at me.

"I don't understand. Do you really like me or is it a mistake? Do you regret liking me? Make it clear please."

He held my hand and rubbed circles with his thumb.

"I do like you. It's not a mistake and I don't regret it. There's nothing to regret in this. I'm really happy that I like someone like you."

"Jimin, sorry to say, but I need some time. Some time to go through everything and reply you." I regretted saying it but I really couldn't decide immediately.

"Take how long you want. I'll wait for your answer. I'll wait." He said. I nodded. Without my knowledge a tear dropped.

He reached to me and wiped the tear.

"Even if you say no, I won't bother you. But we can still be friends right?" He asked.

"I didn't say anything yet. So stop imagining things. Let's go." I said and we got up. He held my hand and walked back to our room.

*in the room

I sat down with a thump.

"Till your answer I'm still your friend. Don't hesitate to tell me anything." He said.

"Ok." I said and smiled at him.

"Jimin, Jungkook called you." Lisa said as she came in.

"Ok, I'll go look." He said and left.

Lisa came and sat next to me.

"Ive to tell you something." She said.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Ok, so, I confessed...." she paused. I looked eagerly at her.

"And?" I asked excited.

"And he confessed back. We're together now!" She said happily.

"Oh my god, I'm really happy for you." I said and hugged her.

"Now, that apart. What happened between you and Jimin?" She asked.

"He confessed to me. But I said I need some time." I said.

"What?"

"Why did you say that?" She asked.

"I wasn't sure. I don't know if it is right? Do I need it? It's like a seesaw. Neither here nor there, I'm in middle of both." I said rubbing my forehead.

"Watch his activities. How he makes you feel. Based on that you can tell him." She said.

"Yeah. But will that be enough?" I asked.

"Let's see this for now. But the question here is, do you at least like him? In the sense, after the kiss, or before it, did you have a thing for him?" She asked.

"I-I think. Till today morning, I did. But something stopped me from not thinking like that."

"Think about it. It's your decision." She said. I nodded.

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Third person POV

On the other hand, Jungkook had also said Jimin that he confessed to Lisa.

Jungkook, then, hears out Jimin.

"I confessed but she said she needed time." He said.

"Hyung, trust me. She'll sure tell yes. But it might be not too soon. That's all I know. Till we return back don't talk about this to her, until and unless she wants to." Jungkook said.

"Ok."

"When and where did you confess?"

"After today's practice, we both were like 'I need to tell you something.' And that's how it happened." Jungkook said looking down at the floor.

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Y/n's POV

Lisa went back to her room. Jimin went out with Namjoon oppa. I sat on the bed and thought what I should do now.

How he used to look after me and how he comforted me.

But is that enough to decide if he's right? What are the possibilities that something might happen?

Did I take the right decision?

Y/n take a deep breath and relax. Don't think about it now. Just take your time but don't make him wait for a long time.

I've to make the right decision before going back home.

To be continued....