The sounds

EMN: try lang mga besh and momshie magheEnglish.

Beware: English is not the first language I learned. So any pointers would be much appreciated. Many errors pertaining on grammars.

Mike's POV:

*crack*

The sounds of cracking bones.

The sounds I love the most.

The sounds I can't live without.

This addiction started when I was young, around the age of five. My cousin crack the bones of my fingers. As I was anew to it, it felt horrible but satisfying at it's best, because of the sounds it made. It was soothing and relaxing, for why it does, I will never know.

As I grew older, it became a habit, a ritual on an hourly basis. If I forgot to do it due to being busy, I would feel cold and stiff. Sweat will be pouring out, unless I hear that sound. That satisfying sound.

Then it became an addiction.

An addiction, so satisfying but never enough. A sound I can't live without. That even though doing it sometimes made my fingers numb or even painful, as I do it every minute. Still, I have to do it. Even though it's so painful I will do it , I need to do it, I must do it. At this very moment, I know that I have reached the point of no return. It happened so fast that screaming in agony was the last thing I did. I bend and break my fingers, it was an accident but the sound it created was so satisfying I nearly came. Am I weird? Maybe or maybe I am more than that. Bending and breaking my fingers was almost the best thing, almost because when I try to fix it using my mouth, trying to unbend it but it was so painful I bite my own finger and then there it was, the most satisfying sound I heard. Since this addiction can't be cured I did what addicts do, I keep on biting and munching on my fingers.

Here I am, with two less fingers on my right and nothing on my left. How will I ever survive if ever, every finger is gone? Ahh... I will just worry when that happens besides I think I can still reach my toes.

EMN: Wohoooo! Kung ano ang haba ng one shot ko na Hands eto naman ang iniksi, hahaha, sensya na, English po kasi. Labshuuuu all.