Chapter 20

Jimin's POV

today is my birthday and i never thought i would spend my birthday like this. alone

even though i'm surrounded by all the members around my bed, singing a birthday song. i felt i was alone

i don't want they preparations to go waste, that's why i pretend to be smiling, happy and enjoying it. i'm trying though

to those who think trying is easy

let me ask you something

if you were depressed

what would you do?

if you isolated yourself

what would you do to turn yourself back?

if you self harmed yourself

would you be able to stop yourself?

if you were provoked

would you be silent?

if you want to burst your anger

who would that person be?

would you save yourself or the innocent one?

if someone is in despair

would you be give a helping hand or a cold shoulder

if no one believe in you

what would you do when you have no one to pat your back, tell you everything gonna be alright, you won't feel pain anymore

but how would we tell them we can't trust these words anymore

these words no longer calm you, comfort you or useful to you

these words only remind you that once you let a person in

it would give you ephemeral happiness

how should we explain you

how our hearts and mind scream at us, telling us, that person is the epitome of pain

but i can't blame anyone

it's just a mechanism of human body

to prevent ourselves from further damage

damage beyond repair

and how we try to stay in humanity and sane

so before questioning us, question yourself first

you would know the answer to your first question as well.....

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(time skip)

Jin is in my room and annoying me to wear some casual but good clothes. but the thing is party is in the evening

"okay fine!" i sigh knowing he won't tell me the reason and won't allow me to back out

aishhhh....this boy.....

i got ready and he started to put little makeup. what's wrong with him

"jin hyung, why are you making me into a doll" i whined

"do this for me" he pouted

"but what would you want " he raised an eyebrow

"you told me everything that happened between you and Namjoon hyung, except the date. so details....." i eyed him

"okay fine. i'll tell you smol bean" he pinched my cheeks

"i'm not a smol bean. i'm dominant" he smirked

what's wrong with him, only time can tell

we went downstairs where everyone were gathered , except Jungkook doing preparations

even though I don't want to talk to him, but i want to see him everyday. i observe how he is doing

after our 'last goodbye' we never talked to each other like we used to do. this is what i was afraid of. i spoiled our friendship too. I left a scar on our friendship. it won't and never will be the same again. it is all my fault. at the start, he was not talking to anymore, isolated himself, just like when Jane left him. slowly he started talking again, smiling again and laughing his bunny smile

but the thing is i'm not the reason for him to do all of this. just thinking about him, makes me sad, makes me think of my decision, makes me regret it

on the other side, I did it because i know this relationship would turn into toxic, if we kept being together because of guilt. guilt of not providing to the others need. maybe a tiny part of him still thinks, he deserves better than me

"Jimin!!" Jin hyung voice startled me

"what?!" i asked

"you spaced out. lets go" he dragged me towards outside

"what about the party?" i asked

"you were not listening when i was talking to everyone. i told them you will be back till evening. now no more questions. zip your mouth shut" he sighed

"where are we going?" i whined

"did i not say 'no more questions" he scolded

i nodded and we went towards his car

(time skip) -- it is 9 AM

He opened the car after our 1 hour ride. on the either side of the road, there was forest. why are we here?

"jimin, do you trust me?" he asked

"what kind of of question is that?" i replied

"do you?" he looked serious

"yes i do" he extended his hand forward

there was a blind fold. he wants me to put it on. why?

"please" he pleaded

"okay! fine. just for you" i asked him to tie it

he took my hand and carefully pulled me out of the car. why does his hands are so warm and manly. it's so unlike him. but i shrugged it off. we both started walking to where i don't know. we walked till 20 mins

my legs are aching. we came to a stop.

"Jimin, would you do me a last favour. after this I won't ask anything. please" he pleaded

"but-"

"please"

"okay fine hyung"

"now, i'll remove this blindfold, all you have to do is walk inside, where the path shows you. there will be few signs here and there, follow those and you will reach your destination. don't ask why, what or anything. trust me. and one more thing, from here you have to walk on your own. i'll be waiting here. okay" he back hugged me

i was lost for words so i nodded

he removed it and i turned towards him. he hugged me and whisper a few words which left me even more confused

"i wish you choose the right path" he ushered me inside. it was just forest land. a paper was pinned on the tree which said 'take a right turn and follow the path'

i did as it said. if it was not daytime, i would definitely be scared of going somewhere alone, especially woods. there was no one in sight

what the hell is this. all around me large trees, it was refreshing. the air was cool and fresh. today was like a spring day

there was another sign which said 'look around' and i did. i was shocked , i was so absorbed in my thoughts i didn't see my surrounding

there was a medium size wooden house painted in black from outside. i was tempted to go. but there was another sign on the tree 'Don't go into the house...yet. Follow the path'. it was like this person knew everything about me. i swallowed my curiosity and saw brown tiles beside the house . maybe it leads to backside. i followed it

After walking for 5 minutes, i came to a different path or you can say a different world. just like a terminator line ( the line which separates day and night ) . this area is total contrast to the forest. tit was as though the person who did all this, made a small different world, away from the noise and worries of reality

i would stay here forever. 'please move forward' a sign said. there were flowers all around the path. i loved it.

i walked forward, to unfold the glory. there were many things........

i came out of the small garden and...it lead me to a bare land with some scattered trees here and there. at the end of the land, they was water. wow. all this attracted me towards it. as i went forward i noticed they was a pink and white blanket spread out with a basket and some snacks laid out on the blanket

wait! am i disturbing someone's date. but i heard no one on the way. maybe they are on their way. shit! i should be going

suddenly there were 2 pair of arms around my waist pulling me into their chest. he nuzzled his head into my waist pulling me into their chest. he nuzzled his head into my neck. we stayed there just like that for 2 minutes after which i recovered from the shock

"listen i'm sorry. i'm not the person, with whom your date is. i'm sorry. please let me go" i pleaded

he tightened his hold on me. i tried wriggling out but he won't bulge. i started panicking, why will happen to me. all the negatives thoughts came to my mind

"hey! it's me. Jungkook. stop panicking" his voice...

wait! what--!!

Jungkook!

what is he doing here

"i took you out for a date Jimin. i organized all of this." i felt angry at him

date? we are not dating. what the hell does he think he is doing?

i turned in his arms to scold him but instantly froze seeing the closeness of our bodies. his face inches away from mine. i want to touch his face, caress his cheeks and kiss him but i can't. why is he torturing me like this. why is he playing with my feeling

i pushed him hard and his hold on me loosen. i tried to run but he caught me again.

"Jimin, wait. i arranged this so we could talk. i know this is difficult for you. but i can't live like anymore. let me explain everything" he pleaded

"no, i don't want to hear anything. leave me" is started hitting his chest but he never let me go

"Jimin" he warned me

i'm not gonna listen to him

"Jimin, if you don't stand quiet now, i will not hesitate to kiss you, right here and right now. do you understand" he said sternly

i froze. what did he say? he--kiss--me

"look at me, Jimin" he caress my cheeks and made me look at him. his one hand on my waist and the other on my face

"would you let me explain to you. please" he pleaded again

what does he want to say? i nodded

"you already know the reason for ignoring you back then, when um you know the thing we fought for. now you may have the question why i had stuttered that day. honestly i don't know the answer myself, maybe i don't want to keep you in wrong trance by those 3 magical words or i was in stress. i don't know. after our separation, i tried to move on, but seeing you everyday, right in front of me. so close yet so far. i wanted to go back to you, even if you would have told me to beg for it, i would have gladly do it. please forgive me. i'll do anything you want me to. but please don't ignore me anymore. in these past 2 months, i have realized my mistake, i have realized how much i need you, how much i missed you, how much i love you. please don't leave me, Jimin, don't let go. think of me as an immature idiot who do mistakes in the past. please forgive me, Jiminie. i'm sorry" he broke down in tears in front of me. i just look at him. he hugged me but i couldn't reciprocal it back

the words which i had always dreamt of are being said by him but how can i be sure that he really meant it. how can i be sure he won't go back ignoring me. how can i be sure of him!

"Jimin! Jimin! please say anything, scold me, hit me but- but please say anything" he held my hands and shook me

"please stop. just stop Jungkook" i pushed him away. his hands left mine, leaving me cold.

"J--Jimin please. i love you Jimin. please. i'm sorry--" he tried to grab my hands

"no. Jungkook, just no. what do you think you are doing. you can't come and leave in my life anytime you want. it is my life you are messing with. it is my feeling you are playing with. what do you think of yourself. tell me a reason why i should accept your apology. how should i be sure you won't leave me again, how should i be sure of you. tell me Jungkook. tell me a damn reason!" i yelled my emotions out

"i know Jimin. i now, how i had made you feel, made you suffer but can't i make it right now. i can't turn time back but i can turn my wrong doing to right. can't i deserve one chance. even prisoners deserve a chance, a chance to represent themselves, to proof themselves. don't i deserve that. am i that lower than prisoner. did i hurt you in a way it can't be corrected. answer me Jimin" he fell down on his knees

i can't watch this. i just can't. i sat down at his level and pulled him into a hug. at first he was stiff but later he relaxed in my arms. i felt contented. it was as though he was supposed to be in my arms. we are broken pieces of a puzzle. i rubbed his back until he calm down

"stand up" i said softly

"no" he didn't look up

"Jungkook" he stood up but still he was looking down

this boy......aish. i chuckled. this caught his attention

"do you really mean what you said" i asked him

"at first i lost all my hope but one night i couldn't fight myself anymore. i thought of a way to make you smile, laugh and make you mine. this date idea came into my mind and i was on my way to do it. i really want to tell you something, a--ahh-- I don't wanna feel the way that i do, i just wanna be right here with you, i don't wanna see, see us apart, I just wanna say straight from my heart I miss you. i missed your hugs, your smiles, your humor, your naughtiness, our cuddles, everything especially I missed you. What I feel for you is really true. you got to know I need you so. when you are gone I can't go on. can't you see that you are the only one for me? I need you. If there is any truth in the world, it lies when I'm with you. I love you Jimin. I. Love. You. I know i took a bit too long but i'm sorry. i love you and only you" he looked right in my eyes. tears were falling from both of our eyes

"There were times you made me cry..............looking for a reason why............ there were times you made me fly................stay with me until I die.........stay with me. I Love you Jungkook. i forgive you, j-just don't ever leave me." I jumped in his arms and hugged him. he hugged me back too.

after what felt like eternity I removed myself from his hold and he put me down on the ground

"you know, Love that is cleared by tears will remain eternally pure and beautiful" he cleared our tears (It sure is)

i hugged him again. i just want to stay in his arms. he removed my arms from his hold and i looked up to him in confusion. he lean in closer and his breath hot on my face. his eyes asking permission and i shook my head as a no. his face fell but he quickly composed himself and started walking us towards the basket. but i stopped moving and he turned to look back at me. his eyes were showing worried, nervousness and a little bit of disappointment. i quickly grabbed his t-shirt and smashed my lips on his when he was in thoughts. he was surprised but quickly kissed me back

it felt awesome, the feeling of his lips on mine. i never felt this and i want to keep feeling this. i don't want this feeling, this passion to die. but damn oxygen!. we have to move apart. i looked into his eyes. they were sparkling and i'm happy i'm the one who made them sparkle. i love him. he attached our lips once again. he was eager but gentle. he asked for my permission and i opened my mouth for him. he dived in, making me moan. we parted again but not a second later he kissed me and who am i to say no to such an addiction. he nuzzled into my neck, breathing in.

"i can't stop myself but i have to" he whispered in my ear

"i'm not ready for that" my cheeks flushed as i looked down

he raised my chin by his fingers making me look into his eyes.

"Jimin, you don't have to force yourself on me. I'll wait as long as you're ready. i want our first time to be amazing and memorable. okay" he gently said

"but can you wait as long as years?" i asked

"i can but it won't happen" he shrugged

"what do you mean" i was confused

"because....you can't ignore this body, and you would beg for more, kitten ~" he whispered in my ear making me shiver and blush.

he bite on my earlobe making me moan. i pushed him away

" shut up or else i'll leave" i huffed

"you can't leave, kitten. you are in my cage now and i would love to keep you forever with me" he pulled me closer to his body

he nuzzled in my neck and we stood like that for few minutes until a sound came from my stomach. i was embarrassed and ducked my face into his chest. i heard him chuckle

"don't laugh" i whined

"come kitten" he pulled me and we made our way towards the basket

he sat down and pulled me into his lap. i tried removing myself from his arms but he didn't let me go. i gave up as i know it's no effect on him

he took out food which were sandwiches, fruits, donuts, french fries and 2 glasses of beer because he doesn't want me drunk. there is so much more to the date. it has just started- he said. i wonder what is he up to. he feed me all the food while i did the same to him. food was delicious and i was full.

he packed up the basket which i fold the blanket and kept it on the basket. i turned towards him but froze when i saw him watching me. how a predator watches his prey. i back away from him when he started moving forward

"J--Jungkook, w--what are you doing" i stuttered

he ignored me and continued walking towards me. i backed away and for a second i didn't feel the ground. i screamed as i fell backward and saw water behind me. i closed my eyes tightly waiting for the splash of water. but instead i felt strong pair of arms on my waist. i opened my eyes to see Jungkook staring at me, mischief in his eyes. i opened my mouth to ask him but instead his hands left my waist

i was shocked as my body hit the water and for 5 seconds i couldn't look around, everything was blur. my breathing ragged. i moved my arms and legs for a better view. and finally i was able to see clear and in front of me was Jungkook smirking-- the devil

"Jungkook!!" i yelled at him

he laughed loudly

"shut up" i huffed

"what's wrong kitten" he sat at the edge and bend towards me

"you!" i swam towards him

"enjoy" he smirked again and stood up before i could come near her

but luck was on my side today. i reached out my hand and pulled him in with me. he should taste his own medicine. i laughed at his shocked expression

"being mischievous, i see" he smirked as he moved towards me

"yeah! don't you dare come near" i yelled at him

he splashed water on me. i splashed water on him

"do you wanna play with me, kitten~" he said in low voice

"lets see who wins" i showed L alphabet to him (L= loser)

and just like that a game was turned into shouts, screams, yells, throwing water at each other, laughing and most importantly enjoying each other's company

"come on, lets go" kook held out his hand

"no. i want to stay here more" i whined

"first, we have a lot things to do and second you will get cold. come out now. please" he explained

"okay" we came out of water

i shivered at the contact of cold air. he saw and brought the blanket which was folded and wrapped it around me. what the hell! doesn't he need it too. this idiot

i removed the blanket and wrap it around us. he brought me closer and he took the lead to wherever we were going

"where are we going" i asked

"do you remember the small house you saw on the way" he replied

"yes! we are going there" i asked excited

"yes, we will change and do the other activities"

"but i don't have any clothes"

"i arranged that"

"this is not the way, i came from"

"this is a shortcut"

"did you set this place"

"no, it was already like this, some man own it, it is a place for honeymoon, vacation or picnic. i thought about taking you to a date so we could have some alone time. this place was not entirely like this, i made a few changes"

"what if i had rejected you?"

"um---- i think i would leave this just like that. a nightmare. where i lost something important, which could be my future"

"i cherish you like nothing else, Jungkook" i giggled

"i would be lost without you, Jimin"

"i have a question" i shoot at him

"ask" he raised an eyebrow

"why did Jin hyung blind fold me"

"oh! about that, he doesn't know the way here. he came here once but doesn't remember the path. so when you were blind fold i was there. actually i was the one who held your hand" he chuckled

now i know why i felt different......

we made our way silently. it was a peaceful and comfortable. i don't regret my decision. if it is true that whenever you wish on your birthday comes true. i wish that Jungkook would be mine forever and me his.

we reached the house and over the front and the walls inside were cute placards showing 'Welcome'.

the house is small and perfect for a couple. he gave me some clothes and went inside the bathroom attached to the room to change. i changed my wet boxer and pants and removed my wet t-shirt, when a design carved on the wall caught my attention

the plants were growing in crisscross manner on the white wall, giving it a beautiful glow. i trailed my hand across it. i love it

suddenly there were 2 arms around my waist making me freeze but remembered that it sure is Jungkook

"hey, cupcake" he called out

"no!" he whined

"what?" he was confused

"i--i don't like" my face and ear were red with embarrassed

"what?" he pushed a strand of my hair back

"i don't like when you call me cupcake. i like being called kitten" i mumbled, my eyes on the ground

"my kitten~~" he sang and kissed my shoulder

i couldn't handle so much happiness. i love it. i leaned against him

"what are you doing here like this, are you planning on seducing me. if it is, then i can tell you it is working. if you don't want to be fuck right now, you should wear that shirt" his voice send shivers down my spine. i looked down, only to see that i wasn't wearing a t-shirt. shit!. i tried moving from his hold but instead he turned me around. i saw love and lust in his eyes. i don't know what to say or do

he leaned down and started kissing my neck. on the right side of my neck he suck my neck, biting it, licking it and he did that repeatedly. he moved on my left side and did the same. all i did was moan and grabbed his arms for support. i felt pleasure rip through me. i wanted more but was i ready?. i don't know

he kissed my neck but didn't leave any other mark. he removed himself from my neck and stared at me. i shied away from his intense stare. he grabbed me and turned me towards the full length mirror which is in the room. i gasped when i saw that those 2 marks are turning purple. i wanted to do something

i turned towards him and smashed our lips together. our lips moulded into each other. he pulled me closer and i wrapped my arms around his neck. he tried to deepen the kiss. but i have other things in my mind. i removed myself from the kiss and grabbed the hem of his t-shirt. he was confused

"pull the t-shirt off" i asked in a low voice

"but Jimin--"i shushed him

"just do it" he did as i told

his bare chest was something to drool for. how can i manage so much perfection.

compose yourself Jimin!!

i kept my hands on his shoulders and gave him 2 hickies just like mine in the same position. he groaned and pulled me closer by waist, his hands roaming on my bare chest. i really tried to concentrate. i grinned when i was satisfied from my work. the love bites were not purple but enough red. we stayed in the position, looking into each other's eyes

"why did you do this" he asked

"because you marked me as yours, can't i do that to you" i pouted

"of course you can kitten, i'm yours already. maybe i'm the first boyfriend who would say i'm really whipped for you, Jimin. i love you" he pecked my pout

i laughed

"why did you give me this 2 love bites, my handsome whipped boyfriend"

"just because you are mine and i have whole control over you. i'm there for you in your right and wrong battles"

his hands accidently touched my nipple making me moan and arch my back. he quickly removed his hands

"i'm sorry" he backed away

"it's okay. you did it unknowingly. so i have nothing to grudge over" i reached him and hugged him

"i'm so--" i pecked his lips

"shh" i continued hugging him and he tried moving here and there. then i felt something poking me at the thighs. that's when i stiff. it was his manhood!!

he removed my hands from his shoulder and looked apologetically. he was red with embarrassment so was i

"it's your fault" he whined

"how is it my fault!" i widen my eyes

"us being half naked and us giving love bites to each other and you moaning. do you think i'm a saint. it's your fault"

"i-- it was your fault. you started it first"

"no, it was you who lured me towards you by being half naked"

"i-- um" i couldn't form words

"now help me!!" he teased me

"okay i will" i said that with a blank face. i tried to appear confident. he is my boy friend. i can do this. i tried grabbing him but he wouldn't let me. he moved backwards.

"i'll do it while you tour the house" he suggested

"but--" i bit my lips

"i know you are not ready, i'll wait. now go" he cupped my face in his hands

"are you sure. i'll --" he peck my lips

"shh...now go, kitten"

i'm so happy, that he cares for me, and my feeling

he went into the bathroom and i could hear the shower being open

i wore my t-shirt and started roaming around the house.

i started searching the house for the other surprises. maybe he left them here. maybe he wanna give me a birthday present. i started searching the drawers from the room. i was in the living room and searching the last drawer

i choke at the sight, a strawberry flavour lube.

WTF!!

i quickly closed the drawer and turned around. i breath the sigh of relief

"what is in that drawer?" Jungkook was standing near the sofa

"Ah! d--don't scare me like this! w-when did you come here!?" my voice a little high pitch

"what are you hiding" he came near me

"n-nothing, Jungkook, let's go" i started panicking

"move" he demanded

"it's n-nothing--" i tried to stop him but he pushed me lightly and open the drawer

it was silence for a second. then he laughed loudly, throwing his head back

"oh! my God, Jimin. you--" i huffed as he continued to laugh

my cheeks were red with embarrassment. it isn't my fault, i'm a virgin. i stomped away from him to the outside. he came running after me

"where are you going kitten~~" he sang

"you seem to be enjoying alone, so i thought i would go to the garden myself" he tried grabbing my hand but i didn't let him

"but kitten~~, you are going in the wrong way, shortcut is here~~" he chuckled

"i hate you!" i huffed and started walking in the other direction

"i love you too, kitten~~" he grabbed my hand and pulled me close

i pouted and he kissed my pout away. i giggled

"happy!" i nodded and we walked back to garden. this time we went in the opposite direction from which i came

"so.......what are we gonna do" i felt giddy and warm

"hmm...how about hide and seek? you hide and i'll seek you" he suggested

"we aren't small kids" i declined

"so, what?! we used to play it when we were younger. why can't we now. no one will judge us as we are here alone. just you and me. lets play" he held my shoulders, making me look into his eyes

i nodded happily

"lets renew those memories. what do you say" he raised an eyebrow

"of course" i chirped

"you hide and i'll count till 10 seconds" he explained

i nodded at that statement before rushing off to find a hiding spot as the count down came rushing out of Jungkook's mouth

i ran and searched for a place to hide. i found the entrance like alley, i came from and saw how strawberries were hung from them. i wanna pluck and eat them. they look delicious

i heard Jungkook count 10 and hide myself in that small alley. i heard him shout my name and what did he thought i would shout and say, 'hey! Jungkook i'm here'. pabo!!

then i heard something else which made me froze. his voice but he was not speaking to me but someone else.

"hey babe, yes!.....we can meet tomorrow and have fun. um...yes i miss you too" he seemed to be on a call

is he cheating on me. i felt hurt and angry.

i felt tears sting in my eyes but i held them back. i won't give him the satisfaction. i want my answers. i stomped my way out of the alley and stood a little in front, so he could see me. we were a little afar. he caught my eye and smiled widely. wasn't he suppose to pale!

he ran towards me and tried to hug me, but i backed away from him

"kitten~" he smiled

"who did you talk to! are you cheating on me. am i not enough!" i yelled at him

"shhh...calm down" he grabbed and embraced me. i hit him on the chest but he smiled and took all my hits

i sniffled, trying to calm myself down. he looked shocked and his eyes showing regret

"Jimin, Jimin, this was not suppose to happen. it was a prank, a joke. it was a trick to make you come out of your hiding place but not to make you cry. i'm sorry kitten. i'm sorry" he ran his fingers through my hair, his free hand rubbing circles on my back soothing me, i shuddered against his hold, trying to calm myself"

i eventually calm down. so this was a trick and i fell for it

"really" i looked up at him

"really!. you can check my phone. what's mine is yours" he handed me his phone but i rejected it

"i....i'm sorry" i paused and looked at him, trying to maintain an eye level "i assumed things so quickly, i shouldn't have done that" i said as i shook my head

"it's okay kitten, lets forget it and play" i nodded, but i want something. i bit my lips

"what do you want kitten?" he asked

"umm. i want strawberries" i said as i pointed towards the strawberry vine in front of the house

he plucked one and i made grabby hands towards him, but he stretched his arms, i jumped but couldn't reach him. i huffed

he out one end of it in his mouth, leaned in closer towards my face, eyes closed, expecting me to bite the other.

i felt the heat in my body spread all over, my cheeks felt hotter and redder than before. he opened one eyelid to check on me, and when he saw i was blushing he lifted the corners of his lips into a smirk ' this rude brat'

i slowly leaned in closer and bite the tip of the berry then slowly munched the half, he followed my rhythm too, when i separated to leave the last piece for him, he pulled me by my neck for a kiss, allowing me to taste the strawberry in my tongue once again

"you drive me mad, Jimin" his voice raspy

"i'm addicted you too, Jungkook" he handed me as much strawberries i want but he told me to eat it alone. i wanted to eat it with him but i know, we both can't handle our hormones right now

next was my turn, i counted for 10 and ran around the garden to find him. i was exhausted. that's when i saw a leg near the bunch of flowers.

"caught you!!" i laughed

"i have something for you" he said

it was a flower crown, he made it for me. so cute... i squealed internally

i hugged him and wore it

we played 2 more rounds and the winner was Jungkook. but he didn't play fair. he always did say something which made me squeal or laugh. and so i was caught

later he asked me to close my eyes and after 5 minutes he asked me to open them. there in front of me was Giant Jenga. we played the game and it was fun. i was proud when i was announced as winner. i stuck my tongue at him

next he dragged me to the place, where i saw a tampoline, a pair of swing and a see saw

we first went for tampoline. it was marvellous. i screamed when Jungkook pushed me and i took my revenge. we both shouted our lungs out when we bounced up in air

we started playing in the swings as a challenge.

Jungkook made fun of how my legs didn't touched the ground, it made my grumpy and angry, i tried to get off of the swing but his hands gently pushed me down on my seat and the next thing i knew i was being pushed on the swing.

see-saw was next, having to play on it reminded me of my childhood days, the days when i used to so careless, young and free, so i let myself indulge in this moment, where i once again felt careless and free

he had told me that there was only another game left

we walked to what seemed like the last game of our evening, 'Aim for the basket' it was. me and Jungkook each had five balls for one. and the one. and the one to score the most wins. as simple as that.

Jungkook went first and landed his first 4 shot perfectly into the bucket. he's gonna win. i don't want him to win this easily, this perfectly.

"Jungkook-ah~~" i whispered in his ear with my raspy voice, it sounded really naughty if you ask me but i liked his reaction, his legs wobbled a bit at my actions and the grip tighten around the ball but still he missed the target.

he called it cheating but it wasn't my fault so i acted innocent and battled my eyelashes at him. so the result was a draw. i was satisfied

we were going back to the house. i felt exhausted

"hungry?" he asked me and i nodded without missing a beat

we washed our faces and he lead me outside where a small table with 2 chairs were arranged. he made me sit and after 5 minutes he came back with food.

it was dusk. the sky was clearly visible but still it was beautiful. that's the power of nature

how much it lures the people to come and enjoy it but we selfish people doesn't look up at it once and appreciate it. i'm lucky i got that chance, to see what real beauty is. i felt safe, relax and away from any fear.

there was one star which caught my eye. it wasn't big nor small but it was twinkling with all its power. it captured me

"love it?" his voice brought me back from my thoughts

i nodded enthusiastically. we quickly ate our food and enjoyed the nature. we collected our plates, dishes and went inside. he told me to look around once before leaving. i felt sad. i want to stay here some more

"we will visit this place whenever you want" he kissed my forehead

i smiled and looked around, trying to memorize everything. this place was not an ordinary anymore. it is a place where i received my love back. where i was happy again. where i felt safe. it become not his place or mine. it was OURS. Our Love.

he held my hand and pulled me outside. i stood by and watched as he locked the door. i said a goodbye in my mind. though i'm sad, a smile on my face, which didn't vanish

he walk closer and stood in front of me. he took out a small box from his pocket and gave it to me. i opened it to see 2 delicately designed platinum rings. my mouth fell open

"happy birthday, Jimin. these are Our promise rings. from today i promise that i belong to you and only you. would you be mine?" his eyes held love, care and nervous.

I would rather spend my eternity looking at those eyes which hold those stars than to stare at the night sky alone....

"are you proposing me?" i asked him instead, a small smile appeared on his lips

"one day, i'll. but for now, will you promise me, to be mine forever?" he bit his lips

"yes!" i laughed and hugged him. his eyes shine and he took the ring out made me wore it. i did the same to him

he kissed my ring and my fingers. he cupped my face and pressed kiss my forehead, then my eyes, then my nose, then my cheeks and finally my lips. i smiled into the kiss

the kiss was not a rush one, it was a soft and warm kiss. he poured all his feelings into our kiss. i felt warm rush all over my body. we panted as we separate. we looked into each other eyes. he intertwined our fingers and we walked towards the car. my heart is feeling at peace. i love you Jungkook

I Do.