Chapter 5.....

Jungkook 's POV

Right now I was laying on the bed with Jimin's head on my chest. Due to guilty feeling, I couldn't sleep. It was just that he loves me and even confessed to me but I just couldn't repay back his feeling. I saw how bright his eyes shone when he asked me what was my type, there was hope that I would confess my feelings to him but the thing is I don't know what to feel anymore.

When I loved her she left me and now I am feeling was I not enough, what I felt was not true love. All the memories came back to me of her.

A warm hand brought me back from my memories.

"Hey are you fine? Why are you crying?" He asked with worry written on his face.

I didn't know I started crying.

"What happened. Tell me" he asked again and sat up

I sat up too

"Nothing" I whispered

"Nothing, then why are you crying" he asked again.

"Actually I-I" I tried to say

"Please tell me. Please don't you trust me" he plead eyes filling with tears

"Of course I trust you. The thing is I feel guilty of making you wait. You have confessed to me but I can't. I-I-I don't know. I'm sorry." I lowered my head. I just can't look into his eyes

"Hey, look at me"

I shake my head as I know I can't speak without stuttering. He made me face him.

"Don't you remember what I told you the night when I confessed you. I told you I will wait. I had been waiting for you so long, can't I wait for you a little long" He said as he wiped my tears.

"But what if I can't confess to you forever."

"Then....we will be friends that are dating forever."

"But-"

"Shhh.....take your time Jungkook. I love you and I am here for you forever. Never doubt that. Yes, it hurts me sometimes but who said life was fair. They are obstacles in our life which never leaves us, follow us everywhere like footsteps. So what should we do now, we can't remove them, so start loving them and you will find a new meaning of your life you never knew. Love yourself. Love your life" tears streaming down his face

He rested his forehead on mine.

"Everything has a meaning in life, Jungkook. No one is jusy dropped in your path. Don't force your feelings , Jungkook. There will come out when the time is correct."

"Thank you Jimin" I stared into his beautiful hazelnut colour eyes. So beautiful. We both breathe the same air.

He removed his head, moved up a little and kissed my forehead.

"Lets sleep, today was a tiring day" he said and pulled me back to bed.

I cuddled with him.

"Thank you once again Jimin" I thanked him

"Shut up and sleep" he said

I chuckled and I could feel myslef happy and lucky once again to have Jimin, my Jimin..................