Hours has passed since Dixon shared his anguished moment of life with us. Though it's been hours, but somehow this sad story hung still in the air and I could feel how the brothers felt. I could feel their sad state after the brotherly time they had today. And the anger they felt towards Alaky.
Aryan especially, feels down and has been telling me how bad he felt for not killing Alaky when he had the chance. how bad he felt for hitting Dixon, he never meant to make him feel less loved. I sighed and tossed around the blanket we lay on, in a vacated building in the middle of nowhere.
We found the building after the silent sad walk and decided to sleep there for the night. We would return to Heinan & Heiman's border tomorrow to continue on with our journey, but that's tomorrow Aryan and I have decided to let tomorrow worry itself just for today.
I'm relieved Aryan and I had our own space this night to talk things through, to have a normal talk which we haven't had since weeks ago.
I sigh and tossed again avoiding any slightest noise that would wake Aryan but it was too late when I felt his hand touch me lightly. "You okay?". He asks sleepily.
"Uh-huh". I replied and tightened my closed eyes, pretending to be sleeping.
"Baby?". He calls.
"Aryan, I'm sleeping". I say and bite my lips, him calling me baby and me replying with his name is literally not okay. "Are you okay?" I ask him though I knew the answer to the question but still asked.
"I'm not, you? " he said and sits, he then pulled me to sit.
"I'm sorry about Dixon". I say and lay my head on his shoulder with my eyes closed, Inhaling his body scent as they filled my nose Into my soul lingering around my body.
"It's not your fault". He said and paused as if he noticed what I was doing, which he did noticed. "What are you doing?" he asks, I opened my eyes and find my face inches from his. Unaware of the movement I made in my sensual state.
"Sorry". I laughed embarrassed, though it wasn't funny but he joined me, laughing in other to make me feel better.
"Do you like it?" he asks.
"like what?".
"My scent, of course, seems like you were savoring my scent". He laughs and flicks the hair on my face.
"Mm-hmm". I say unaware when it escaped my lips. I actually loved his scent, maybe it was the scent from the traditional soap he uses. But right now, Aryan spells so goood.
" I like yours too... Err not like but love yours too". He said. I opened my closed eyes and shove him heard on the stomach.
"You made me say those!, by coming closer when I was at the edge of devouring your scent... You used my weakness to make me say I love your body!. I laugh in a low-pitched voice. Not wanting to wake others. Not wanting to think about anything that would ruin this moment.
"So you don't like my body?". He asks with seriousness and turned from me.
"Hey, I didn't mean it that way". I say meekly. "I love your body and I'd love to feast on it right now". He smiles but didn't turn to me. "Hey". I say and push him gently.
He laughs and turns to face me, "Mmmh, so you wanna feast on me? Aich!! ". He groans and laughs "Was just messing with you. He place a quick kiss on my lips, followed by another quick kiss and another until I stopped him by captivating his lips.
Nipping on Aryan's lips has been one of the things I've missed and loves doing to him, I nip and suck his lips making sure to leave them wet. He exhales deeply when I pulled out from the kiss.
" I love you". He says softly.
"I know". Came my response. "And I love you much". I add.