The message from Jimin

Jimin's POV

When Lilac told me that she would send me Ji An's number, I was over the moon because that was what I've been dreaming for. I've never gotten the courage to ask her but now she had given me the opportunity of course I wouldn't let it go. After finishing our dance practice, I on my phone to see a message from Lilac. It must be Ji An's number. I was so excited and saved her number so I could start texting her straight away.

To: Ji An

Hello Ji An. This is BTS Park Jimin here. This is my number and it's not a prank.

I laugh as I send the message but almost dropped my phone when she answered immediately.

From: Ji An

Oh. Hi Jimin. Lilac must have given my number to you isn't it?

To: Ji An 

Yeah. By the way can I videocall you. It's very troublesome to type like this.

From: Ji An

Umm. I'm actually having class right now so maybe you can call me later.

To: Ji An

Ah I see. Never mind focus on your class first. I will talk to you later.

From: Ji An

Ok.

To: Ji An

By the way, what time does your class ends?

From: Ji An

Maybe around 8.

To: Ji An

Alright got it. ^-^

I'm kind of disappointed because I can't call her. I miss her so badly. I think she didn't realize it through my tone of talking to her but it's ok. She doesn't even know about my feelings towards her. I hope that one day we would be together but I know that being so distanced with her might not make me lose a chance to be with her. At some point, I do feel like quitting the band so that I can be together with her. But if I really did that, a lot of fans would be curious of the reason why and they would actually hog at her like flies and make her suffer because she's the cause of me leaving BTS.

I didn't want that kind of thing happening to her so I continued to stay with them. But most of the reason why I don't want to leave it's because BTS are already like family to me and I'm not willing to leave them behind just because of a girl. No matter how much I like Ji An. I don't think I could give up on my dreams. I still have my dreams to be achieved as I am not ready to settle down yet. I'm also not willing to lose the chance to be with her. Being greedy at some point I just hope that I could continue be with my hyungs and also be with her but I know that it's kind of impossible because I'm pretty sure that she wouldn't leave her family just to be with me.