Running love

Still have that feeling of darkness around,

Stare down and wish I were in the ground.

Sometimes I feel better off gone,

Who knows maybe it won't be long.

I'm meant to be alone that's clear to be seen,

Wish to have my mind wiped clean.

Forget my past and dread the future,

Life's not meant to last, my heart needs a suture.

I truly can't be with anyone, when no ones wants the real me.

So I guess I'm done, from love I now flee.

Scratch me from your mind, act like I never shined.

You wanted the chase, and you got me

I feel like such a disgrace and now I should leave.

I gave it all up for love, let it fly free like a dove.

Came back to bite me in the ass, now my life's at an impasse.