chapter 5 part 1

She rubbed herself as she lay in bed , She groaned , twisted and turned. Her stomach was growling like crazy , Ever since Max agreed to join forces she couldn't get a decent meal. He doesn't know she's an actual cannibal , not as far as she she knew at least. She clinched her fist on the pillow and tried to bite it , but it wasn't the same. Regular food never tasted as good as flesh for her , she could survive with it but ... Not for a whole week. Her brother and Damien were at school , she had to call in sick for she couldn't even stand on her own. She grabbed her phone and dialed Don. He immediately answered and when she tries to talk her voice came out desperate as it can ever be.

"Don, please ... " She begged "I'm starving.. Please... I can't.. take it anymore... I... Can't..."

"..." He paused " Give me a second. I'll get you something".

He took more time than he thought , When he managed to get her some kind of prey , that was an old lady from an apartment building not too far away from where she lived . When he took the organs that looked healthy enough for human consumption and hid it in a small box. Using her window as an entrance he squeezed in and opened the box , She jumped out and started to eat everything inside. She was paler thinner than he remembered , It has only been a week but most of her diet spends on human flesh. The meat was chewy and tasted bitter , but she didn't mind , she didn't want to die , not yet.

"More!" She jumped on him and tried to pull his mask off "MORE ! MORE!!" She was practically roaring as she started clawing on his face , he pulled her down and shook his head. She tried to claw at him again but he grabbed her arms down.

"Those are enough for a day , I'll get you more later" he said as she calmed down a little. "I've been exposed and anymore huntings I will get caught . You don't want that , do you?"

She shook her head , rubbed the blood off her face and stood up , and with Don's help she managed to get back to bed. He was halfway through the window when she started talking.

" It won't be long. " she Said " If anything happens that's not what we planned... Make sure Damien doesn't get caught in the aftermath"

"Thought you'd want to protect snow white instead" he giggled.

"Tony will manage , He's smart enough to get through " she replied " Damien is an idiot , clumsy and childish to deal with them. Now , promise me "

".. fine , I promise" he said as jumped out.

She sighed as she started drifting away , her eyes slowly closing and her whole body feeling numb.

half the city was destroyed , She was beaten up , and on her knees. Bodies all over the ground and the smell of death fills the air. She stood up , it took some effort but she managed to. She panted as she looked around , She saw no one . She felt a tingling sensation in her chest , it hurt so bad as she started limping around. The whole area looked like a warzone , People were laying motionless on the floor and her heart felt heavy.

'Brother' she mumbled as she started looking among the bodies "brother!" she yelled .

"why?" she heard and turned around. Anthonie was also beaten up , blood dripping of his head and mouth. "Why sister? There was a different way , you had the chance , Why? " his voice trembled as a few tears rolled down his cheek. "Mom , Dad " he said " you have killed Everyone I have ever loved , Why do you hate me somuch. You always have destroyed everything I care about ... Why ?"

' Anthonie , I ' She was cut off by her own voice from behind. She turned and saw herself , drenched in blood , and holding a body , no he was alive , but he was barely breathing , She twisted his neck and killed him

"Why?" She saw herself walk towards him , With a creepy smile across her face . She grabbed his arm and looked straight into his eyes " Because unlike you , I was made to be a weapon , a stupid war machine that's built just to destroy and kill others. My sole purpose is to serve death on a silver plate. I am not allowed to love , hate , care or even have my own opinions. I am just a thing , a machine. "

" I.." He tried to talk but she tightened her grip.

"Don't try to talk me out of it " She said , her voice stuttered as started trembling. "It's already gone.... It's no more " she laughed. "I .. I'm .... I'm crazy.. I killed him , I killed them all" She laughed louder. A few tears ran down her cheeks , she slowly fell to her knees , She started crying and Anthonie sat beside her trying to calm her down. She did horrible things , killed , stole and lied , but she was still his sister . He won't just leave her like that , If only things were different , She would have been so different.

She woke up with an empty feeling. She sighed as she hugged her legs. She was confused but she didn't feel ... anything , unlike her depressed and miserable state she was in in her dream. Was she honestly starting to feel , like actually feel emotions , Or was it another act of hers. It doesn't matter , it won't matter , But this might have been a warning sign for something she missed and she will know what it is....