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you don't deserve love

I want back to the mansion and washed my face but my eyes were puffy and sore from crying. I was mad, hurt, confused, sad and heart broken I grabbed my bag and went to school. where I was being bullied badly "you are so ugly" a boy called "you are fat" a girl called "you don't deserve you life" another boy called while giving me a blade. "I feel sorry for her family because there related to her" another girl whispered "why are you still alive" another girl called. I felt so unwelcome, so hurt, so discouraged, I felt so ugly but the names and insults were thrown at me all day. when I got home that day I looked in the mirror and I said "you are ugly, fat, broken, no one likes you, no one cares, you don't deserve your life". I got changed into my underwear and carved the names I was called on my thighs and I carved the bullies names on my legs. I kept cutting into of the names and there names I had cuts on my legs and my stomach and wrist and my chest I put shorts on and a top that said who cares. I ran a warm bath and jumped into it and slit my veins in my wrist and the blood kept coming out and I fell asleep in the bath. I woke up in a hospital for vampires with mental health problems and shit. I was in there for 3 months till I came home, "hello you there" psycho called as I snapped back into reality "what" I said as I realised that I was now on the floor looking up at the ceiling. "what happened" I asked "blade had to go to see his farther and you kind of just slept on the floor" psycho said. "oh I was thinking" I replied as I got off the floor and got a new cruiser and drank it "I'm thirsty" I said as my throat clogged up and was stopping me from breathing.I got up and left the room and started to walk down the hallway and I fell onto the wall I kept trying over my feet every few steps "thirsty" I called in pain. My throat was getting worse and my legs were giving out when I got to the end of the hallway and than I saw blade. "Blade" I whispered just loud enough for him to hear he looked at me and saw what was happening and before I knew it we were in his room "drink" blade said and with in an instant my fangs cane out and I bite his neck and my tongue licked his wounds as I swallowed a mouthful of his blood. His blood was so delicious it's smelt so sweet and made any vampire want to taste, but everyone knew that you will only be satisfied by the one you loves blood. "my turn" Blade said as he moved my hair off my neck and kissed my neck than his fangs dug into my neck so I moved my neck so he could get more blood and have better access to it. After he took a few mouthfuls he kissed my neck and whispered "I missed you". "no you don't get to say that not after what you did" I whispered as I go to get up I see a picture of Me and blade next to his bed. ""you left and broke my heart" I say as I get up and go to out the door but my arm was pulled back and I was pushed up against the wall.

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