Chapter 30...Feed Him

He was sitting now and smiling towards me and my heart melted again  seeing his face and his pathetic condition "Thank you.... You saved me " He said with his weak voice....

I went towards him with fire rice and he was about to reject but I cutted his words saying "I will feed you..... ".

I could see his cheeks turn pink and I knew that he still has feelings for me. I took small bite and first tasted myself to make sure that it was fresh and then I gave him one spoon to him he seemed to enjoy it..

There was this awkward silence between us because I did not want to intrupt him because he needed food and then he slowly sipped water and I gave him the essential medicine and then he smiled towards me but I in a friendly and making sure not use much  force slapped him and he just like the old times exclaimed in the same old tune...

"Aaaahhhh what was that for?!!! "

"Why did you do that Zen.. I want to know what made you think that you are capable of taking your life...What would have happened to your parents, your friends... Me?...( I started to cry and shiver)..Stupid!  I can't live without you... Who would console me when I am sad or give me black roses... Who will be my best friend?! ".

I almost screamed and was crying again and continuously slapping him lightly..

Zen POV

I felt really bad that she was crying because of me but she still was just considering me her best friend nothing more... I grabbed her hand and then burried her head in my chest and she responded by grabbing me tightly I myself cried and then apologized to  her "Sorry... I... I...

Suddenly there was a knock on the door and the nurse called out "Doctor Bella there is a girl here claiming to be the fiance of Mr Zen.. Should I let her in? "...

We both looked at each other it was Sophia... I hated her the most it was because of her me and Bella ccan't be together... And she came in such a critical time.

As Bella loosened me I felt really bad and she wiped her face really quick and then cleared her voice saying

" Please let her in.. "