chapter 192 : responsibility

Lily didn't expect Ijiun to realize the gem she gave was fake. even more than that the man was smart, had power and was dangerous and more points of wealth were very rich than Lily had expected.

why could Lily meet a psycho man like this?

ah this is because of her father! damn it!

Lily did not mess with her father's father and subordinates namely kei and randy since then. it's been almost a week. Lily is busy preparing to move to her new home (the home of her mother she bought, with help from kai as a broker).

Lily saw that almost all the items had been taken away, her house was now empty, there were no relics in the house other than buildings and parks. and none of the servants in his house now.

Lily hired a number of workers from Kai's office to see her house to fix and decorate the house according to lily's memory.

it took more than a week to tidy up and decorate the house and the workmanship was very reliable. Lily thought it would take longer for all of that.

Lily thinks of taking some maid to take care of her house. Lily is too lazy to clean the house, tidy up the plants, cook and others.

Lily will advertise to find help later.

Lily saw the sweet marie peeking behind the door of her room. Lily smiled at her, both her face and lily's heart when she see Marie always smiling for the girl.

Marie jumped on the lily bed, got lily.

Marie looked at the lily like the eyes of a cat with a sedan wailing, Lily felt the time to fight with this girl.

Lily grabbed the child who hugged herself from behind. "What's my dear?" Lily said. Marie knew Lily would move to the new house this week, and that would be three more days.

"Mom, can I stay with you?," ask Marie in a very sweet voice. it's very hard to reject this sweet little angel!

Lily just paused and gazed softly at Marie who she was hugging now.

Lily felt this was a moment between her child and mother, when mothers and fathers divorced as in the drama in the film.

even though Lily wasn't Marie's mother, Marie had called and felt Lily was her mother. Lily also felt she was his daughter, even though she didn't give birth. but, lily knew very well she didn't take marie to live with her.

Lily worried about Marie's safety, being in the mose residence was safer than being with her. she afraid, Marie Will be kinapped again or be danger of she live alone with Lily.

Lily doesn't want too, marie sees violence again like on the hideo base, seeing lily beaten. even though Lily made it as if they were filming a movie, and Marie quite believe about it.

but Lily afraid someday Marie find out about her. about Lily was dead, and not more is human. Lily afraid, she scared Marie and leave Lily.

I have failed to take care of Marie, I have failed to act as her mother. I am unable to bear Maria's responsibility. I'm just a girl who has lost direction.

when the lily was struck by Maria's death, saw the last second seconds and Maria's request for lily to replace her guarding the tiny baby girl who had just been born. make lily heart broken and only able to nod his head. liky can't say in her cry. her tears covered her face, smiling at him last time.

Maria's last seconds, Lily could only see the mose's shoulders trembling and hugging his wife's body. mose gave her the last kiss, just for a moment marie exhaled her last breath. the memory was engraved in the lily's heart and sometimes made lily cry silently at night.

Lily remembers when she was holding the little baby for the first time. Lily held her breath, and didn't move. felt the warmth of the little creature in his arms. Marie's little hands grinned at Lily. as if the little baby was entertaining Lily who was still crying over Maria's departure.

her eyes were still not open, and her skin was still red, his small lips smiled softly. Liky will not be the moment. it was the most beautiful moment in his life.

Lily hand stretched softly over Marie's hair. I've died several times, almost I left this child forever.

Lily tears fell without Lily noticing.

Marie stroked Lily cheeks, her small eyes seemed to absorb Lily sadness. Marie want cried too, for no reason.

"Forgive me, dear I can't stay with you," Lily said, crying, her voice trembling to say that sentence. her hand gently poked at Marie's back.

Marie dropped two tears, when she heard that.