Review Detail of Que_me_miras in Outside Of Time

Good novel but after the protagonist joins the sect the protagonist becomes a boring little shit all he does is kill and steal and doesn't really make an effort to survive a lot of emotion and even more so when he only kills using poisons that he doesn't even know how to use correctly, his poisons feel very mediocre and his personality goes from bad to worse so much is expected that he ends up dying because he acts so idiotic. I go from being a sneaky guy with great power to being mediocre with limited potential to give him a dominant development, I would really like to kick him I really want to continue reading this but the protagonist becomes more and more unpleasant, apparently using so many poisons made the protagonist go crazy and stupid, they only think about killing and the author's way of romanticizing mass murder is unpleasant, clearly the protagonist is evil, I don't understand why the author wants to make us think otherwise with so many excuses that he is the good guy and is just another victim of the world, he clearly does nothing to avoid that while he decides to follow that path. From what I read, the protagonist soon starts killing everyone who looks at him wrong. Really unpleasant.