blueyy

what broke us?

I have been broken, I barely managed to move on, so why now Ethan? taking a deep breath before I continued making sure my voice doesn’t break. You know what, I don’t think I want to know anymore, whatever your reason was, you did what you did and I felt what I felt so please let’s not …, stop trying to walk back into my life and pretend you care Jane I just… No! Ethan not today, I don’t want to hear it. Let’s leave it as it is, I turn and leave him without sparring him a glance repeatedly telling myself its for the best, we have nothing to do with each other but the agony I feel is just as worse as the first time he left only I am the one leaving this time.

Drifting into your heart

To the love I couldn't keep

We should have jumped back in time when we had a chance, I should have stopped you from going to war, I keep telling myself everytime. My heart sunk the moment you stepped on the battlefield covered in blood of your enemies, with arrows flying from all angles, the screams of pain, sounds of knives and death, with each cut on your flesh I died a thousand times. The memories are still fresh and the only evidence I have of you is this broken heart. how much lower do I have to go to heal from the pain of losing you even though you never existed.