Arren and Spade (4)

Arren's eyes were stained with red after crying for some time. When he got home, he also proceeded directly into her room. He didn't want his father to see him like this. 

He slumped in bed, and all the pain and grievances in his heart were poured out all at once. 

Arren harshly scolded himself. If only he didn't hope for too much. If only he had not confessed, his normal life would still be like before. 

With all these thoughts wandering in his mind, Arren chuckled in mockery at himself. He was still too stupid to convince himself. Sometime in the future, this would still happen. 

As long as the emperor doesn't reciprocate his feelings, being rejected and heartbroken is inevitable. Perhaps it was a good thing that this happened now. 

Arren shut his eyes as he grew tired from crying. He murmured to himself. This is for the better.