CHAPTER 1

Hello, this is warning just in case you didn't read the warning in the last chapter. this book is not for everyone and was written when I was 14-16. Plus this book is highly unedited. I was naive, small-minded and wrote a book that was influenced by other books with similar concepts and values. this book does not reflect my values and opinions and contains a toxic relationship with a lot of plot holes and unnecessary twists. I do have a sequel that doesn't require you to read this book to understand what is going on. It is much better and has contained a better character development, plotline and writing skill. however, if you would still like to read this b0ok, go ahead. The book does get better! Slowly but surely you might find yourself enjoying it if you do give it a chance. Am I truly proud of this b0ok? No, not as much as I'd like to be. I'm so happy that a lot of you guys end up enjoying it, but I am not proud of the way the story starts or the generally look and feel of the story. But I am not editing this story, nor will I probably rewrite it. I leave it public for all you to see. If you don't like please kindly leave. Everything was a blur for the past few days, some of the highest-ranking Alpha's were coming to our pack for a wild celebration where the unmated may find their mates. It happened every year on the same day where the moon will be full and the goddess will bless many wolves with their mates and every year, I never found mine. Call me cruel, but I wouldn't particularly mind not having a mate, I mean with all the 'mine' type of scenario's, I rather not let my life turn into a cliche movie. I was perfectly fine with the life I lived, I mean I had my mum and my dad, and my younger siblings as well as a job at the library around the corner, what more would I want? So every year when the Alpha's and the unmated come to our pack, the West Pack, I would go to the library and hide there until it's all over because let's face it, I don't like big events. Honestly, being in a big crowd of hormonal people just kinda sucks, plus the smell of arousals would fill the air is kind of disturbing if you ask me. But, I do love reading about how people find their mates, especially when it comes to romance human books, I mean FanFiction.net is amazing. I also love reading about how our kind came to be and how the Moon Goddess was ever so kind to give us mates, I love how there is always another half for us to live with, but I just kinda want to explore the world before finding my mate, who can potentially be possessive and not let me go anywhere, I mean that's what happened to my mum after all. My dad wouldn't let her out of her sight before they mated and had me. So you can see my opinion on having a mate. In the current moment, the pack was frantically getting everything perfect. The big hall where we Will be hosting the big ceremony or party was going to be filled with draperies and smooth, white silk to represent the moon. Then was going to be a big buffet and rooms for people who wanted to mate instantly, furthermore, there were the tables for the Alpha's and their Luna's as well as tables for everyone arriving. It was one huge shebang and it was one of the most exciting events for everyone, especially for my sister Elena, who turned 18 a month ago, whereas I was 21. She was ecstatic about meeting her mate and embarrassingly told me she wouldn't mind mating on the spot. Which of course as the older sister I am, slapped her in the head and told she was to0 young and wait until she was 20. She threw me the bird before laughing along with me. My other sister Eva, who is eleven doesn't give a flying shit about mates and told me herself she rather live alone than have someone constantly watching over her, I liked her spirit, even if she swore from time to time. The second youngest was Timmy, otherwise known as Timothy and he's only eight and told me he really doesn't care until it happens, good for him I said and the youngest of all of us is little Johnny, who turned 5 said he will love and cherish his mate, or in his words 'wuv and perish my muate', because perishing your mate is so nice. So my whole family has their own opinions about mates, my parents who are in their fifties are hopefully going to stop having kids, because every time my mother is in her heat, my dad can't help but put a seed in it and trust me, you wouldn't see my dad while my mother goes in heat or 'get it on' while you were a very young child. I've been scarred for life. Our heats come in irregular times after you meet your mate, you may never have your heat until eight years later, or you could get it the second you meet your mate, hence why people 'get it on' when they first meet each other at the ceremony. While everyone was getting ready, I walked to the library and sat in my usual spot. Rarely people came into the library, and if they do, it's usually to randomly start making out in the aisles of books, and maybe begin to take each other's clothes off until I come in and start whacking them with the heaviest book I could find, which was the history of werewolves, maybe it would knock some knowledge into them about doing it in the library.