we made it

This feels good. after years of being alone , after years of hatred from our own kind without a single reason , we finally made it . with all this years of getting hit , running, getting bullied I finally made it. We finally made it. I don't know why my parents decided to leave me , leave us in front of the orphanage but they did. They should have not had fun around or take things forward at the very first, if they thought leaving us in front of an orphanage would be a good idea rather than giving birth to four girls. or is it because that all the four of us were girls !? that never stopped bothering me.

yeah what you are thinking is right .I am an orphan ,left alone with my three sisters all by myself. I have three sister Jenny ,Sara, Natasha . I am the eldest one , Natasha next with a year difference and Jenny and Sara are twins following. And we were left all alone at the orphanage door when I was three .

And that's how our life started being a mess .everyone might expect that being left with three blood related sisters might be the bright side, but in our situation this only made things worse, since we befriended the lady of un luck even before we were born she decided it would be nice to make the care taker of the orphanage was a person with anger management issues , John . and there goes the start .

four sisters all by themselves in front of an angry moron , I mean what could go wrong...our first three years were a bit better since there was father Joy in the church right beside us , so every time we get into a trouble, we would run straight to his church , but there was only little he could do. In the end, his time came when I was six. and the celebrations broke out like fireworks in john's heart. I still remember the look in the creepy eyes .

since then he would try hit me and my sisters without any reason whenever he wants , but me being me, wouldn't make it easy to that idiot ,of course with all due respect i saw '' home alone'' way more many times to make it easy for me. kitchen was my place for it , I always stuffed enough things in my pockets to deal with that creep , but of course later I would have to face the consequences with a belt or whatever he pleases with, but that was okay as long as my sisters were left unharmed . unlike me, the three of them were softies, jenny would just cry at whatever movie she sees , Sara had always problems with her feelings , and Natasha was handful with toxic friends.

even being in shit, I wanted our lives to change , so I was adamant on going to university along with my sisters , but they told in order to go to college we need to finish school first, but I hate school.

we sisters were in the same year (because I hated to keep distance from them) and literally walking memes and bully material for the school bullies . I mean common we walked with enough scars all over our body, thanks to creepy John and my sisters kept quiet all the time , there goes our peace in school . their ideas to make fun of us astonished me ever single fucking time, putting glue in our food , abusing us , dumping us in the garbage , wah at certain point I wanted to try some of them on creepy john or I might have did but that's a talk of different day .

girls certainly had their problems while I was not there but things tend to change while I was with them, cause all their attention turned to me . why would it not every time they hit me I would either hit them back or complain to principal . my life was simple in school

listen classes .. eat lunch ...get hit...complain ..get hit.. and then complain again.

And then we started university.. nobody gave two shits.. but I was happy cause we ran away as soon as we turned majors ,of course not without any preparations .I searched for a studio flat near university with a single bedroom, got all the four of us part time jobs which gave us enough money to feed ourselves and complete our education , though it was tough with thirteen hours of work and we had less time to eat or drink but it was better than getting hit , labouring , yeah far more better.

with all the shit we've faced, all of us got a decent job a year ago . we started enjoying ourselves. I learned some martial arts , my sisters had their own accomplishments in k - dramas and Jenny even learned some guitar. we've moved into a decent flat , go for a family dinner . shop some good clothes . look a little appealing , eat healthy meals , have regular working hours . everything I have ever wanted . it was nice.

Today we had a family dinner night , we got ourselves into a not so fancy restaurant.

Sara: I say we eat the cake in the show case

Natasha: with all due respect, I ain't listening to a crack head

Sara: I'm not the one who got myself hit to cupboard

Natasha: you know I was busy seeing the trailer of new anime

and so they bickered on... I was enjoying the movement , Jenny was busy capturing it so we could tease them later

it was now when I thought all the shit we've made through was worth it

that ''WE MADE IT''

or so i thought.... cause in the bliss of the movement I did not see the old chandler right above my head which covered our entire table was dangling , and before we even knew it ... the chandler landed...blood..it was all i could see before everything went black.