Want to throw my burden

Hi. I'm writing this to get my stress out,to feel less depressed. You may feel it as my personal diary. I'm a student who passed in 12th class but failed in my life. Neet marks 443. No medical seat. According to my parents it's the worst marks they have ever seen. You can only understand my pain if you know my story.

I will start it from my ninth class. Because that's the age my life started turning. I was entering puberty. Testosterone was surging through me. Those were the most insecure days of my life.