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"Yes," and she went, dragged her feet with her head hung low. And she snuggled into Oliver's warmth as his arms wrapped around her. A heavy sigh escaping his lips as he nuzzled into her warmth. The others clambered close, her boys climbing onto the bed. Their weight made the bed sag, and she couldn't bear to look, burying her face into his chest, to the broad expanse of safety. "I'm sorry," she whimpered. "I really am.""Was it all the time?" Casper asked, his voice carefully soft. She hated it. The way he held onto himself, tried to settle his anger. "Every single day?""Oh, no...No..." she choked up a laugh, "just two times.""That's not too bad," Hikaru answered with a sigh. "They made you do it, didn't they?""No," she shook her head, sat up quickly so that they'd understand. "It was all me. Please, don't be mad at them. It's so easy to get them to bend when it's just me. And I know it should be a team discussion, but everyone hated the idea. And it happens when I'm not really thinking about consequences. I'll accept my punishment now, do what you want I just I couldn't do it. I just wanted to suck dick—"There was a small burst of laughter from Hikaru, a quiet groan from Oliver. The sleep fading from their eyes."I should go into detail, right?" she cursed. "It's my fault.""How bad?" Hikaru asked."I fucked Sieon in the kitchen and then Minnie tagged team and we did vaginal and anal at the same time," she wrung her hands, "sorry.""Goddamn it," that had her flinching, a raspy groan from Casper tinged with the dangerous bite of his anger. "One of us could have been split open—""I was there wasn't I?" Oliver screeched a little, hands tightening around her waist. "I saw you, I thought it was a dream." He pressed his hands to his palm. "Sieon seemed too close." He exhaled, shook his head."You were, and um. I fucked Ezra yesterday, and I sucked JieMi off. I'm sorry I betrayed your trust; I just wanted it so much. I couldn't—" There were tears now in her eyes, and she twitched the exasperation blooming. "I'm sorry, I know our family needs communication. I should have worked it out the moment I wanted to.""Yes," was Casper's answer. "God, Amber yes.""How much trouble am I in?" she glanced up at him, eyes blinded by the lamp. And all she heard were their voices."Mildly," was Oliver's response, his voice rumbling against her fingertips."A little," was Hikaru's sigh. "It's a big lie.""A lot," Casper groaned, the snarl biting in his tone. "If I caught you in the act of it, I don't know what I'd do—It's dangerous, baby. It's dangerous, so damn fucking dangerous. You're playing with our bodies here. It's not just you. And you're breaking our trust. We're family. We discuss this.""I guess," she whimpered. "I'm sorry, but it's not that dangerous. And I'm good at it now better—""You should have waited until the doctor said it's okay," was Hikaru's answer and she flinched. "It was for our safety. Your safety. That was childish of you.""I know," she said, soft and small. "I know I'm really sorry. I just—I felt so strange, I couldn't—""Don't do it again," was Casper's warning, his voice grim, "never again. Please.""N-no more?" she whispered."No more," he agreed, weight pulling off the bed. "Until we fix this.""Do we really have to?" Oliver asked, seemed a little tired."Yes," Casper nodded. "We can't—""But that's exactly why she didn't come to us, right?" Hikaru snapped, "because we would never agree. And Momo, I would. I would help you; I don't care if you change into someone else. If you really wanted it, you know I'd do it, right?" he moved, took her hand."We're not doing this," Casper groaned. "This isn't about what I'm against. I'm not against touching another one of your bodies, or having my body touched. I'm worried about the dangerous aspects of it—""The doctor encouraged touch, he encouraged sex, but he wanted us to be careful." Hikaru argued. "You were the one who grilled him about the details and the chances of these things happening, of getting split open. Of course, he's going to say it's possible, that it could happen. But before all that he said our souls wanted to be together, literally wanted to be inside of each other. This makes sense to me, she needs us.""It's just sex," Oliver mumbled, "just a few months—""It's not..." she whimpered on his chest, and they grew quiet for a few seconds. "It's not just sex to me." She buried her face into his chest. "When we were first together, we had so much sex. I loved how you devoured me. And all of you loved me, we spent so many days naked and just exploring each other. I miss that.""I do too," Oliver sighed."It's not forever, baby," Casper soothed, "you know it's not.""It feels like forever, our bedroom's just dead. And I'm scared. I'm scared of a sex less relationship. It's been like this since Rumiko's been born. It's almost a whole year. But I'm here to apologise because I made a mistake. But I'm so weird, I just—Maybe," she gulped, "maybe I'm just a whore.""No, you're not," Hikaru shook his head. "I feel the same way. I miss you. I miss when you'd just walk into my bedroom, and we'd start making love every morning. I miss lying in bed naked with you—""You do?" she smiled. "Truly?""Amber, wait baby," Casper groaned, "of course we want you too. I'm not being the bad person here on purpose. You know that don't you?"She swallowed, squinted up at him. "You just don't want to touch the boys...""I don't want you in pain," he exclaimed, seemed a little hurt. "I don't want you hurt! I'll touch them if I have to. It wasn't about that, Amber, baby! Did you really think I didn't want everyone to touch you because I was afraid of sucking a dick?""It seemed like it," she mumbled."It seemed like it to me too," Oliver pipped out."Fuck, was it really?" Casper gaped; he rubbed his head. "I'm sorry baby, come here. Please, come here." She pulled out of Oliver's embrace wobbling to Casper, his arms wide and she buried herself in him. In his scent of soap and linen, of the musk that was uniquely him and she exhaled."I'm sorry," she whimpered."I'm sorry too," Casper mumbled, eyes dancing with colours. "I should have explained things clearly to you.""I can't believe you're apologising when I'm the one in wrong," she gasped out a laugh, as she turned to give Hikaru a hug. Her arms wrapping around his waist, he curled into her. A whispery tendril of gold spreading across his skin."Come here Amber, I want a hug too," Oliver called, and she giggled moving over to bounce into his lap. "I'm glad you talked to us." His skin spun with lines, sketched smiley faces and doodles of laughing emojis. She grinned."Even at 3AM in the morning?""Even at 3AM in the morning," he agreed swiftly, hands rubbing circles on her back. He shifted in bed, cleared his throat with a cough. His skin warm against her. "You know, since we've got time maybe we could just—"He didn't speak more because the door was crashing open. The patter of feet loud as her younger soulmate barrelled in. She turned; eyes wide as JieMi appeared by the doorway. His silhouette wrapped in gold. He blinked, seemed confused at the group, but his smile widened, and she caught sight of the sparkle of his teeth in the light."I've got ears," he tugged at his hair, and she grimaced, gawked at the tug of his hands on his hair. "I'm a bunny Amber! I'm a bunny! I'm a bunny again! I'm so happy, I've been praying for this day. I thought since we didn't touch for so long it'd happen.""JieMi..." Hikaru sighed. "Damn you.""Amber. Let's fuck!" he beamed, bounced on the balls of his feet. "We've got an actual legitimate excuse now!""Damn." Oliver sighed, tapped the switch with his hand and white light flooded the room, and she squinted, shielding her eyes. "Let me see."They were moving, crawled forward to look. But Amber saw it before they did, her eyes sweeping up to Hikaru, jaw dropping. She spun, to comment but froze when she spotted the new protrusion on each of their heads. The twitch of a new limb.Fuck...She gaped. Surely... Her hands rushed to her head, felt for new growth and sure enough she had them too. The twitch of new ears that quivered, sensitive and strange under her fingers. Her hands found their way to her ass, and she almost creamed herself at the jolt of strange new pleasure at the base of a furry tail. No way...Before them, JieMi continued bouncing about excitedly not seeing the problem, much too happy to give a damn."Fuck," she commented, roused their attention. Their eyes snapped to hers. "We're all furries."Read the completed book onPatreon: https://www.patreon.com/tinyeyecatInkitt Subscription: https://www.inkitt.com/tinyeyecat