Losing Myself.

How do we live a normal life? How do we even define normal? Well, "Normal" is basically what we use to give meaning to something that is just ordinary. Or this can be something that is sort of "right.". Or this can be where there is nothing wrong that can evade something's usual routine or something else like that.

But, to be completely honest, the word "normal" has got to be the most useless word in the english dictionary. I say that because all of us aren't born equal. None of us can stay constant. Not even the weather, our feelings nor our friends. All of us will change someday.

What's the point of calling something normal when all of the people you know and those around each of them will change. Then after they change, we call it normal again because we are not strong enough to face that the brightest of days, the happiest of feelings even the best of friends or the truest of loves changes. All of them ends. Changes. Leaves you. Alone. Again. Like it's normal.

I am Justin, a doll who has been played, broken, mended and scarred too much just to be taught how to be broken again like it's normal. Normal.