The voices that come from within

I am Gloria , Gloria weshtezen or at least that is what I am called . After conquering the world in my eighty seventh life I can't help but wonder how I am supposed to live these next ones .

-Oh she must be the new toy ! What a delight , I like I when they get annoyed easily it is ten times more fun ! A high pitched voice sang into my ear .

-Nah not this time she's been here for a while , like fifteen sixteen thousand years something like that . Another voice with a deep ring smirked .

- You should have seen her face when she was the king of wisteria's wife , she was devastated for some long time ,I'm still impressed by her 99 failed tries to suicide . This time a young persons voice was heard .

Yet is was then that I received an impulsive thought and suddenly slapped my face .

-the hell was that ! Has she started slapping herself again ?

- And here I was thinking she had finally embraced her new form ... well I guess i'll have to feed her some common sense for the fifth time this week . I should've noticed she was plotting something when she hadn't pulled her hair out so early in the morning .

I'm done ,so done . I would rather jump off the window then spend another hour with these jerks . The queen of Valderisteria had taken off her shoes and was now standing on the edge of her golden tainted balcony, questioning wether she should jump or plan a more precise tactical death .

- Meh , ill just do it the traditional way . Her foot was only an inch from falling when a short white haired man stormed into her chambers sweating heavily .

- MY QUEEN WHAT ARE YOU DOING !? Alfred the queens most loyal servant her butler since she was seven and her most trusted alley , said while plucking his gray hairs

-I can't do this anymore Alfred tell Edward he can have the money but only half of it ,the rest is for when these bastards bring me back to life . Oh and be sure to feed Lexie she has been starving since morning , put some wine cash ,money and clothes into the abyss .um one more thing do not disobey me if you wish to live for the rest of your days . toodles !

''And that was how the eighty seventh conqueror of the world ,the savior of Fadiles minds met her end . Tragically falling to her death , as she realized she had dne all that the world had needed her to do . She had hoped to find love and yet when her beloved closed her eyes of into the depths of her heart she no longer wished to live and decided to meet him in another life. ''

- you dumbass! Do you want the people to shed tears and make my story some before bed fairytale , you dare lie about me you little twerp ! Work it out make it fancy , grande and most of all exclusive ! I want to be remembered as a historical figure not some kind of hopeless romantic .

- But my lady we had already used that for your past eighty seven lives , don't you want to change it up a little .

- Not for the moment , now go get me a better picture I look like I had lost my screws in that picture .

-yes , my lady ...

Ok let me fix this up a little , I don't have a given name but I am called hell's survivor or just Selene . I have very faint foggy memories of my first life but I know that I used to be an academy's head student and valedictorian . Praise worthy right ? Anyway after graduating I was killed after taking the position of midnight lord . A title that was created and would only be granted to me . Midnight lord is a person with an authority that surpasses the king and is chosen by the late king for their successor . In order to maintain the health of the land . If one is not deemed worthy to hold the staff of will to work the country ,the midnight lord is granted the ability to compete for the throne in order to overthrow the succcesor . However the night I should have been appointed I was killed by some crazy loose minded wimp . But oh my god I was such a girl boss . It's girlboss right . One of the constellations of the world ,Sistelle had been moved by it in some kind of 'we are sisters'' way and decided to grant me another chance at life to gain my revenge . Let's say that I kind of lost it and ended up annihilating the kingdom of Festifer and eliminating the Eldridge house that mainly dominated the continent . And these so called constellation decided that it would be fun to watch me go on a wild hunt or as the historians called it the journey she had settled in order to restore justice and restore faith in humanity or whatever . The only phrase I approved from those white Bearded Ellen script writers is ''her wrath was one that transcended the heavens to spread terror in the eyes of those who seemed in search of her anger ''. Anyway that ladies n gentlemen is how I ended up endlessly reincarnating . And those darned idiots thought it would be funny for them to channel their voices into my thoughts . And the only rest I get is my 100 year death between each life just to not raise any suspicion of the great conqueror which is also another titled that I had obtained in many forms . You can say that being a wild dog on the field has become a hobby pretending to be some debauched pretentious warrior who only seeks blood shed and then grabbing their toes hanging them where their eyes could see where they would stand in my attendance and realize how stupid they were . Their devastated looks quenched my thirst every time . I had been entertaining these beings for years . But I do wonder how they would react to being a source of entertainment themselves . I've been quite overpowered for the last few years . And I came to know quite a few things , like mana , magic , skills , and my life has evolved into a survival game . So where am I going next you ask ? It'd be only right for you to look yourself you BASTARD READER !!!!!!